Not So Perfect

Chapter 13 - What's Next?

It's now 10 clock and I'm waiting for Blake. I told him to text me when he got here because I have to sneak out and if he came and knocked on the door it wouldn't be to good. I waited, I almost fell asleep watching T.V. until I heard my phone slightly chime. I read a text from Blake.

Dumbass of the year- Hey, I'm outside

Me- ok ill be out but remember I'm sneaking out so be quiet

Dumbass of the year- ok

I walked outside to his car. I hopped into the passenger door, I remembered that Danny always opened the door. I noticed a glimmer of hope in his eyes when I got into the car.

"Hey where are we going?" I asked as we started pulling out of my driveway.

"I have to stop somewhere really quick then I figured we just go back to mine to swim and talk"

"Blake I don't have a suit and where are we stopping at?"

"You left a suit at my house from before remember and I have to get grab one of my glove's from Jackson."

"What the hell? Does he know i'm with you?" I freaked out and started running my hands through my hair.

"Yeah, he does why what's wrong?"

"You really don't know, do you? Huh I figured he would've told you since you were friends"

"Tell me what?" He started to drift his head toward me while driving.

"Blake watch the road! And if he wanted you to know he would tell you"

"Ok I'll be careful and I'm going to ask him when we get there." could tell we about to pull onto Jackson's street. I felt my heart race as he neared his house. We pulled in and I noticed Bailey's car there so that would be fun. The car turned off and I think that's when my clear thoughts left too.

"Nads you coming?" while stopping in his steps towards the backyard gate. I nodded and ran a little to catch up with him. We walked through the gate and I saw a few of the other kids from my grade sitting around a small fire pit.

"Blake!!" Jackson came up and gave him one of those weird bro hug things."And Nadia" he went in to give me a polite hug. "Fucking him too? Such a little slut sometimes." I 'accidentally' kneed him in the balls.

"Ahh fuck. What the hell Nadia?" I shrugged my shoulders and said a few sorry's to him. I hope we're leaving soon because I'm getting a bad feeling about agreeing to meet with Blake. I noticed everyone talking about what just happened. I need to leave but I know Blake needs his glove. I walked up to closer to Blake and pushed myself up a bit to whisper in his ear. He isn't as tall as Danny's 6'4" with Blake being barely 6'0.

"Are we going soon because I want to talk?" I wasn't very loud I didn't want anyone hearing me.

"Soon I promise." I smiled at him. "Yo Jackson when your done whining can you go get my glove I have to go."

"My bad asshole gotta get laid I get it. Sheesh!"

Blake got his glove after another fifteen minutes of Jackson complained about how nothing ever can be just chill and relaxed. I wonder if he ever get tired of his own stupid voice. I know I sure do. We were off soon and I found myself sitting on Blake's bed.

"Ok, I don't know where to start so I'm just gonna go for it." Blake slowly spoke in barely a whisper.

"Umm ok?" I told him while nodding.

"So I figured out what was happening with Jackson a few months ago, so I've been keeping up with it trying to make sure it doesn't to far." he sighed before continuing which concerned me a lot. " You slept him and Jackson knows about it. Now I know you're wondering how because I know you have told anyone but Danny was how he found out."

"What the hell do you mean Danny told him? He knows about my problems with him." I could feel the tears coming. I tried my best not to cry but I can tell it's not gonna last long.

" No you misunderstood. Danny was talking to one of his friends in the locker room about him forgetting to use protection and Jackson listened and figured out it's you. And Nadia he's planning on telling everyone your a slut and got knocked up."

"Blake, what am I gonna do?" and there they were, tears were pouring down my face.

"Well first off are you?" I could tell that he really didn't want talk but it was doing it for me.

"I don't know it's too soon to tell but honestly deep down I think I am." I'm a real mess now.

Blake pulled me into a hug. I pushed him off, "I know that you want to be more but now more than ever I can't right now. Can you just take me home?"

He got a sad look on his face it was almost as sad as mine. "Uh yeah I can. Let's go."

The car ride was very quiet. The radio was softly playing, that was Blake's version of trying to break the awkward silence. My driveway appeared in my sight. When he stopped in front of my house, it felt all to familiar. The night Matthew had died and he brought me home.

"Thank you for telling me, I know it was bad but I'm grateful you told me." I reached up over me seat and gave him a hug.

I said my goodbyes and left to my room. I went straight to my bed and cried for what seemed like hours. I cried till I couldn't cry anymore. It was around 2 am, I figured I would see if Danny was awake he would be the only one to help.

Me - Hey r u awake?

It was late and he had a game in the morning so I figured he was asleep anyway. Next thing I know my phone is ringing. It was Danny, "Hey babe what's up?" I could tell he was barely awake but called me.

"I wanted to talk but you were sleeping and you have a game so forget it. Sorry to wake you I'll hang up now-"

" No don't I know you wouldn't try and talk this late if it was important." he sounded so concerned it made me feel ok knowing that he would make a good dad if I was really pregnant.

"Danny, Jackson knows about us and that I might me pregnant. He is planning something."

"I'm coming over ok babe. I'll be there within 20 ok?" I heard his car door closing already.

I put my hands on my stomach, "If anything there I think we're gonna be ok."