He Isn't Gay

Part 9

Often, I struggled with my sexuality, church in all. "Man and woman, not man and man or woman and woman. I thought girls were funny but I just wasn't sexually attracted to them. Earlier in the year, I....kissed a girl. Yes, the gay boy kissed a girl. Before I kissed her, I was bisexual. Now, I'm just completely gay. It wasn't her but it was me. I knew I didn't like her but maybe if I kissed her, it would change me. Boy, was I wrong! I told my friend, Cody, what had happened. He was always there to listen to me. "You kissed her? You was so in there." He told me smiling. "Um no. Because of that kiss, I'm fully gay now." "Was she that bad?" "No, it wasn't her, but me fooling myself into thinking it was gonna change something." "I see...what now?" "I don't know. I really like Denis though." "Denis...?" "You know, Denis Trofimenko." "That russian guy?" "Yeah, him." "I don't think he's gay." "Oh really n-" The bell had rung so I told him I'll tell him the rest another time. I use to like him as well but I'll tell you the rest another time.