Deep Thoughts

Living A Lie

She looked like every other girl her age
She was shy, sarcastic, kind but rude
She had average grades
A decent amount of friends
Her school life was good
But her life at home well that was different
Her life at home was scary at times
She loved going to school because she could leave her house and see her friends
She lived with her father and her grandparents
She hated the house she lived in
Her grandparents fought all the time
Her father was never home
And when he was he was outside or in his room
Her grandmother always yelled for her to help around the house or go outside
And her grandfather was creepy and weird towards her which was kinda scary at times
Her father was always telling to do better in school and to have some guts and talk to strangers and make friends
She hated her life it drove her insane
The only thing that kept her sane was her two best friends
But when she returned from Christmas break to realize both her friends moved away she was sad
She didn't have anyone else to talk to
I mean she did but I wasn't the same
She grew depressed
She didn't feel the need to live anymore
Even today she still in the back of her mind has that same thought
It only been a year since she last tried to killed herself
But she was a completely different person
Good or bad she was kinda of happy
Which is all she needed at the moment
So I leave you with this
Life is full of ups and downs but it will even out eventually
So please never give up on yourself