I gave you one too many chances
One too many heart breaks
One too many tries
And one too many lies
One too many everything's
Just one too many everything's
I'm sorry
But I had to do this
You said we would never go through this
You promised me the world
And I gave it often
But today you took my life and
Just let me go numb
Another bullet in the chest
Boy, isn't that somethin'
Like I didn't see it comin'
Like this music is gunna change me
Bet it changed you
Made you start thinkin'
Ain't that a scary thought
But did it ever get through
To your head?
Maybe I'm just dead
Dead inside
Without much light
Had to go back
But is back to you
Really what I'm thinking through
Had me thinking too
Could it really be you
I have no fuckin' clue
Got me so confused
Dickmatized as fuck
Should I keep pushing my luck
Tried so many times
To tell you about my life
But you push away
Always had something dumb to say
Made me feel like shit
Boy, you're so god damn incompetent
I'm confident
I made the right choice
Dumpin' your ass
Stop callin' my out voice
You told me to make a choice
So I did and you want to go out again
I'm fuckin dead
I'm so upset
Numb as hell
And dumb for real
How could you lie to me
Guilt trip my intuition
Feels like I'm in a fuckin prison
Locked in a cell of love
But this ain't love
We usein' gloves
But you pushed it too far
Left me with some scars
You played my heart
Just like a game of cards
You pushed some buttons
Made me feel like nothin'
How could you
Tell me you love me
And then go and hurt me
I'm not your punching bag
I'm not your alcoholic dad
Or your high ass brother
You can't treat me like this
I'm not your mother
Ain't that a bummer
Thought you could play me huh
Guess not
Thought you had me huh
Guess what
That day you said you loved me
I said it back
But did you mean it
Probably not
And that's a fact
But I meant it with the world
And so much more
Boy I can't believe you left me this fuckin sore
Like some type of love galore
I ain't a whore
Can't play this no more
One too many times
You fucked me up with your lies
And this time I'm gone for good
Runin' away from this hood
Cause I'm so misunderstood
One too many crazy love stories
This truth is killin' me
Just one too many of your everything
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The Days With No Sun
PoetrySometimes we fear truth over reality. But things get dark and heavy and we play the blame game. We end up hurting others or ourselves even. We don't think before we act or we don't say before we do. This is the evolution of my madness. A cluster of...
