Logans pov
jump, JUmp, JUMp, JUMP, the voices in my head scattered growing louder, what the hell is wrong with me. I don't know when this started but I know I can't get over it, too many fake people, too many tears not speared and my life gone to waste. And for what? Why can't I just stop myself? If I do it right now at this moment and I let go of the control I can feel free like I can finally breathe again. It would be nice and I have had a good run on earth but I think it's my time to go. I took one more step towards the edge. If I move even an inch... that's it, my freedom. 'WAIT STOP' the voices was loud but who was that I'm out here alone I triple checked. 'AND WHY SHOULD I?' I yelled back looking over the edge of the huge cliff with water at the bottom, with tears streaming down my checks and my palms growing in sweat, 'HUH WHY SHOULD I? I NEED TO GO I CANT BE HERE ANYMORE, NOT LIKE THIS'
'please don't please don't I love you' the voices became quieter and more comforting with sobs here and there.
'BULLSHIT I DON'T KNOW WHO YOU ARE' I didn't check either but I haven't heard that voice so I don't give two shits.
Suddenly the person grabbed my hand and pulled me away from the edge, too weak to fight back I didn't care. 'you don't know me but I know you'
'how?'
'I'm a fan and I need you and 17 million other people need you too'
'well I'm done with this hell hole I want to leave and I want to leave now. I have nothing left'
'that's not true you have so much more left in your life'
'stop lying'
'I'm not.... Let me prove it... And if I fail, I will bring you right back here so you can go run off that cliff. But in return, I want 15 days to prove to you all of the reasons why'
'deal, but get ready to bring me right back here and because I'm nice when you drop me off I will let you run for two minutes that way you won't be scared and you won't see me go, I wouldn't want to fuck other peoples lives up even more'
'never, and it's Riley' she put her hand out to shake and I shook it with no effort and no emotions walking off on the trail you have to take to get here.
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FanfictionYour name is Riley and your 19. You are a fan of Logan Paul and watch his vlogs. One day out on a trail you come across something you thought you would never see. It changed you forever but you still can't tell if it was for a good thing or a bad th...
