It's a long way down from here

Chapter seven

A/n Please read my note at the end it's important! Anyways enjoy🙃
I woke up and Riley was in a bathing suit and told me to put mine on. I did my usual stuff, brushing my teeth, showering etc. I was finally ready and walked to Riley. She blindfolded me and took me out of our room, we went to a beach but I couldn't see anything all I could hear was the sound of roaring waves and the birds chirping, it was peaceful. We kept walking, me trusting Riley to guide me. Eventually we where standing still. Cold air blew against my face making my nose turn slightly red but the warm sunshine kept my body warm, I didn't want it to end. "Ok open," Riley said taking the blindfold off of me and stepping back. I opened my eyes to see that we were on top of a cliff. Looking down at the water below and it made my knees weak. All I could think of was the first time I met Riley, staring down at death it's self from the top of a cliff. My eyes started to water uncontrollably and I fell to my knees. Riley fell with me resting her hand on my back and stroking it softly. "Logan I-I am s-so sorry," Riley choked out, starting to cry with me. every time I hear her cry my heart feels like its being broken into a million pieces and every time she says she's fine I want to wrap her up in my arms and tell her it's ok to not be fine all the time and I want to let her feel safe in my arms. But how is that possible when I don't even feel safe myself, when I don't love myself. This is also her fault, not mine, she brought us up here. I turned to look at her and I just wrapped my arms around her. She was such a beautiful thing and I don't want her hurt. "Ready?" I asked getting her to look me in the face. We both stood up and held hands as we jumped off of the cliff. I don't understand why but it felt so empowering to know that what once almost killed me feels like it's giving me life. We hit the water and I look at Riley coming from the water. We swam back to the land and sat on the rocks. Looking and listening to the waves rolling perfectly every time. "Reason number six, there too many things that give you a great feeling, you have yet to experience. You can't leave without trying it first. You'll regret it, I promise you that."  Later that day, no matter what we where doing. The words replayed in my mind "Reason number six, there too many things that give you a great feeling, you have yet to experience. You can't leave without trying it first. You'll regret it, I promise you that."  I even fell asleep that night just thinking. The words she spoke where true but, there are always two sides to every story....

A/n ok so this chapter it short, bad, delayed, pointless and many more but I have had writers block and it took me forever to even get this out. I know, shit, right? I am sorry I haven't be active it's just I didn't know what to post. The next chapter with probably take a while too because I am a busy person but also don't know what to write about. Please comment ideas and vote for more. The more ideas commented the quicker the next chapters come. Anyways I love you all💚🙈
~dc