BTS angsts

missing - Kim Seokjin

5:50 pm

"I think we need to break up." I said looking down at my fidgeting fingers. Seokjin sitting across from me at the restaurant table. His face was shocked at first, but then his expression changed into a calm one. Y/N didn't like his calm expression, there was something hidden in his eyes, but she couldn't figure it out. She wasn't getting a response from him, so she left him.

9:25 pm

Y/N had just finished getting ready for bed. Her hair damp from the shower she took earlier, she grabbed her phone from the night stand, on the main screen there was 31 unread messages from Seokjin and 21 missed calls from him too. She sighed putting her phone in silence. She laid back onto her bed, pulling the sheets all the way up to the top of her head. She wondered why she wasn't feeling sad about breaking up with Seokjin. Then all those memories started to flood her mind.

~Flashback~

Y/N had just arrived from work. When Jin went and hugged her, she smelled like another man. This made Jin furious.

"Why do you smell like that? Are you cheating on me?" He yelled looking into her eyes. She flinched at his sudden change of mood. She wasn't cheating on him.

"Answer me!" He yelled at her again.

"Jin, I- I'm not cheating. I promise" she looked down, she couldn't look at him in the eye. She felt disgusting. For a long time there wasn't a response, he just grabbed her chin and made her look at him. Her eyes met his, just like his hand met her cheek leaving a sting and a painful sensation.

"Don't lie to me." He let go and walked to the couch. He sat there for a good minute before speaking again.

"Oh, and you're not allowed to leave anymore. Not even for work."

~End of  flashback~

Tears were threatening to fall from her eyes, she just blinked them away. All those memories just made her tired. She yawned and fell asleep.

***

The buzzing of her phone on on the nightstand woke her up, it wouldn't stop. She reached her hand to grab it. She sat up in her bed and saw that there was even more messages and calls from Jin. She sighed and opened the messages, there were so many of them, she had to scroll so much to get to the first.

7:15 pm yesterday

Jin: Why did you break up with me?

Jin: Y/N. I need you. I miss you.

Jin: I miss us.

Jin: Please, come back to me.

Jin: At least read my texts.

Jin: Lets meet up. I want to see you again.

Jin: Answer my calls. Please, I want to talk.

Jin: Y/N, please, just meet me. I can make it up to you. Just please let me see you.

Those were some of the text messages Jin had left. She doubt it at first. Why would Jin want to see her? Did their break up really hurt him this much? He brought it upon himself, he was the one who hurt her in the first place. She looked at her screen, thinking if she should meet with him.

Y/N: Good Morning Jin,
I accept, I'll meet with you today.

Y/N: Where exactly do you want to meet?

She placed her phone down and got changed. It wasn't long before her phone made a sound indicating that Jin had texted back. Y/N read the message.

Jin: Let's meet at the convince store that's close to your house. At 8 pm.

Y/N read the message again and again. Confused, she texted him back.

Y/N: Why do you want to meet at 8?
Why not earlier?

There wasn't any response, she went on with her day.

***

8pm was minutes away, Y/N was outside the convince store waiting for Jin. Checking the time in her phone right when the clock hit 8.

"Y/N" a deep voice behind her was heard. She turned around and there he stood in all his glory. But she wasn't very happy to see him good memories were overpowered by bad ones.

"Hello, Seok Jin." She said with a bitter smile. He smiled back, not a bitter smile or fake, his smile seemed sincere. She noticed Jin holding a bag.

"What's in the bag?" She pointed at it.

"Some food and snacks. I also bought you a coffee" he extended the other hand with a cup. She nodded thanking him, taking the cup. She took a sip from the coffee.

Y/N started walking, Jin following behind.

"What is that you want to talk about?" She turned her head so she could see him. He caught up to her and spoke.

"I want to talk about us, I don't want things to end how they did. That day, I was scared that you might've been cheating on me." He  said looking down at his feet.

She lowered her head too. She knows that he knows why she broke up with him. He seemed ashamed for hitting her that day. She could tell just by looking at his actions. She then spoke.

"You know why I smelled like that? Well that's because some guy at work wouldn't stop bothering me. And by bothering me, I mean sexually harassing me!" Her voice got louder as she spoke and then softer, sobs escaped her mouth, just thinking about that made her sick.

None of them spoke at all, they just kept walking. Y/N slowed down, she was feeling dizzy and her vision was blurred. Before she knew it, everything went dark.

***

Y/N woke up with a headache. Her hands were unable to move, her hands were tied together, so were her feet. Her vision became clear and she noticed this place was familiar. In fact too familiar. She was in Jins' house.

"Oh, you're awake" Jin spoke from the sofa facing her. He smiled and walked over to her. She had a cloth in her mouth, he removed it so she could talk.

"What the hell is going on?"

"remember when I said I wanted to talk about us? Well, it was more like I'm going to kidnap you and keep forever. You know why? Because I can't live with out you." He looked like a maniac.

Tears began to gather in her eyes. This wasn't the Jin she was speaking to a few hours ago. She remembered what'd happened earlier.

"Why am I here?" Soft sobs left her mouth as she spoke. She struggled to stay still with her hands tied together. Jin noticed this, he then carefully lifted her and carried her bridal-style to his room.

"I already told you why. I fucking hated life when you weren't with me, but now we'll be together forever." He laid her down onto his bed and walked to the other side. She wanted to scream. She knew better. She would have to wait, for the right time to escape.

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A/N:

Hello! It's the weekend! whoop whoop! How's everyone weekend so far? Here's a chapter for you guys. I hope it wasn't that bad. Thanks again for the 2k+ reads! Thanks for reading and I hope you have a nice rest of your day/night/afternoon.

~Peachy_rosesss