BTS angsts

Missing pt. 2 - Jin

⚠️ Hi, this is just a warning this chapter contains moderate violence and strong language ⚠️.

In the morning, Jin woke up first. He looked at y/n's face that was just inches away from his. Seeing her all calm while sleeping had him in a daze. He just couldn't believe that she was really laying down next to him faster so long. A lone tear fell from his left eye and when he noticed, he started crying.

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Y/n woke up, a horrible headache and unable to move, her hands and feet were tied up. The room she woke up in was somewhat familiar, but she couldn't exactly say she knew where she was. The room was in complete silence. An unsettling silence. She tried to recall all the events from the night before in her mind, but nothing was clear.

Then she remembered, that she met Jin at around 8:00 pm. They were walking down the sidewalk. Everything after that is a blur and gives her a headache as she tries to remember.

"H-hello?" Y/n voice was barely there. Her throat was sore and she was dehydrated. She looked around the room looking for any signs that would indicate someone being in the room before. Aha! The spot next to her in the bed was messy. So, someone was in the room at some point.

The clinking of metal, and the sound of a door opening and closing startled her. She pretended to go back to sleep. Then there was footsteps inching closer and closer, the door to the room creaked open, her breathe halted in her throat.

"Ooh, y/n." A chill ran down her spine as soon as her she was able to recognize the voice. "J-jin?" She tried sitting up on the bed, but her tied up feet and hands wouldn't allow that. Her voice was barely a soft whisper. She mustered all of her strengths and spoke louder.

"Jin. I-is that you?" Tears began glossing over her eyes. "Jin, help me! Please!" Her screams filled the room. Behind her, fast footsteps were heard, then a dip started to form on the bed. A gentle hand, landed on her shoulder and Jin spoke softly.

"It's okay, y/n. I'm here." Her breath began to steady, and her racing heart beat slowed down. She allowed herself to be engulfed in his scent, the scent she missed but hated at the same time. But her calm state of mind didn't last long, she felt Jin's wrap around her throat.

"Listen here you bitch." He said as his grip began to tighten around her throat. "You're not going to scream, you already caused a big enough scene. Thankfully no one heard. But just a warning, next time you do scream, you won't see the light of day." She could feel herself become weaker and weaker by the second. Gasping for air. Just as she thought she was going to die, he let go. She gasped for air continuously.

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2 years later

Y/n was making breakfast for Seok Jin in the kitchen, when small footsteps were heard running down the hallway. "Mommy! Hyun-jun took my doll and he won't give it back. Tell him to give it back!" Y/n stopped her cooking to help out her two year old daughter. Jin made his way down the stairs and stopped y/n. "It's okay, i'll take care of the kids, you go and finish making breakfast."

"Y-yes." Y/n turned towards the kitchen and Mede her way over there, back to cooking. She could hear the giggled from the other room. A smile crept up her lips. A lone tear cascaded down her cheek, she began remembering all the sacrifices she had to do. With out it, she wouldn't be where she is now. Jin and the kids walked in and they all had breakfast together.

Jin checked the time in his watch. "I have to get going, I've got an important meeting today." He stood up, gave the kids a kids. He made his way towards y/n, he tried to kiss her but she turned around. She wasn't ready for that, not after everything. He harshly grabbed her arm and lowered his head to her ear.

"Not in front of the kids." He gripped her arm harder, she knew there was going to be a bruise later. She gave in and turned back again, he let go of her and gave her a kiss. "Okay, I'll be on my way. Kids, don't cause too much trouble." They both nodded and resumed eating.

She waited for the front door to close before she spoke.

"Kids, I'll be right back." She stood up and walked towards her and Jin's room. Once in the room, she began looking for her only way of communicating, the phone she bought without Jin's consent. If he were to find out she had this, there would be no more hope for her and her kids. She started typing her friends number. I hope she hasn't changed her number.

Hello, I know this is sudden but I really
need your help. It's y/n.

All y/n had to do know was wait for an answer. She put the down back in her drawer and headed back out. A light ding sound was heard from her drawer. Y/n hurried back to retrieve the phone.

(xxx) xx xxxx
what.
I can't believe it. you've
been missing for two years.

She did answer, y/n was happy. She could see light at the end of the tunnel.

I didn't want to go missing.
Please, help me. I was  taken.

There was no response for a while. She put the phone in her back pocket. Jin wasn't going to be home until late, she had a lot of time to prepare. "Kids pack your bags, we have to leave." At the moment, she didn't know what was going through her head. All she knew is that she had to get away from him.

Both kids seemed to be worried. What was their mom planning? They decided to obey. She took this chance to pack her stuff too. She thought about writing him a letter. She immediately erased that thought. He didn't deserve that. Instead, she just kept packing.

"We're done packing. Mommy, why did you ask us to pack? Where are we going? Does daddy know?" Hyun mi asked with tears in her eyes. This broke y/n's heart, she knew her kids loved the man she loathed. Could she be selfish and run away? Breaking the bond her little ones had created with their father?

Y/n couldn't take it anymore, she fell to her knees and sobbed uncontrollably. She couldn't hurt her kids like that, even if it meant she had to keep up with the fake act of loving Jin. Both kids dropped their backpacks and ran towards their crying mom.

"I'm sorry. I'm so sorry" she said in between sobs.

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A/n:

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