BTS angsts

forget pt. 1- Yoongi

Suggestion made by - @jeonjeongshook thank you for your suggestion :))

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Yoongi and I have been friends since forever. We did everything together, we took our first steps together, we said our first words together. We even went to school together, we're inseparable. Which is why when a classmate of ours said that a idol company was holding auditions, we decided to try out together.

Everyone tells me that I'm good at many things, some of those being rapping, singing and dancing, Yoongi can also rap and dance. At first, he didn't want to but I ended up convincing him. Next thing you know, we're waiting in line outside of a building in Seoul.

10, 20 38 people. 38 people were in front of us waiting, just like us. An hour went by and the line had shortened by a lot, there was 3 people in front. By now, I was growing anxious Yoongi noticed this and he held my hand giving it a slight squeeze.

"You'll do just fine, you're much more talented than me and yet I'm here." We laughed, this is why he's my best friend. He's always looking out for me. We reached the end of the line, Yoongi was next. They called him up, I mother him a good luck and gave him a thumbs up.

He was taking longer than others in there. Maybe he was doing really good and they liked him. I was next and I was an emotional wreck. Yoongi walked out, he seemed happy. My name was called and I walked inside.

"Welcome to the BigHit entertainment auditions, please say your name and your age."

"Y-y/n, 15." The person wrote something down on their clipboard before speaking again.

"What will you be showing us today?"

"Dancing." The song I chose, played in the background and I began doing the choreography I practiced. When I was done they told me they would contact me if I did make it.

2 weeks after the auditions

I haven't heard anything from the company. I decided to go to Yoongi's after school to talk to him about it. If he did get in, he would have told me. I knocked on his door a few times before he opened it.

"Hey Yoongs." I smiled, he returned one of his own. "Hey y/n, what brings you here?" He stepped aside so I could come in, we sat at the couch.

"Do you know anything about the auditions?" He nodded, taking a sip of his water.

"I got accepted, why?" I lowered my head. He noticed my change in mood and instantly asked me if I was okay. "When did you know?" "Like two or three days ago. Did you not get a confirmation?" I shook my head. There was a long silence.

He embraced me, comforting me.

"Thanks Yoongi." I gave him a sweet smile. "Y/n, I won't go with out you." As soon as he said that, my head turned towards him with a surprised face. I was at a loss of words.

I struggled to find my voice, but when I did I almost yelled at him. "NO. Yoongi, no. You have to do it, I'll support you every step of the way, but please do this." I practically bagged him to do it, in the end he gave up and agreed to. "Fine I'll do it, but promise me you'll always be there for me." I nodded and hugged him.

Three months later

Today, Yoongi's leaving to Seoul. I've been dreading this moment, but I'm happy for him. We would see music shows and idols performing. He would always say he wanted to win a big award like that some day. This is the start of that. I saw him sitting in a bench, at the train station looking down at his phone.

"Hey Yoongs" I sat next to him and smiled at him, he gave a toothy smile. "Hey y/n." We sat there in silence, but not an uncomfortable one. I was first to break the silence.

"So, Seoul, are you excited?" He turned off his phone and looked in my direction. "Yeah, I would be more if you were going too." "I'll be watching you through the tv, I'll be there for every step of the way. I'll text you and write letters to you." We smiled at each other and we just stared at each other.

The sound of the train put us out of our daze. The train was slowly coming to a stop and Yoongi stood up.

"That's my cue." Everyone in the background was boarding the train. This is it, this really is it, he'll be gone and in a few years he will become an amazing idol. Tears began welling up in my eyes, I sniffles and stood up to give him the tightest hug ever. I whispered into his neck "I love you."

"Train to Seoul leaving in two minutes." I let go of Yoongi with a smile on my face, I knew that this was for the best. I couldn't beg him to stay, that would make things worse. He started walking away, the last thing I remember was him waving goodbye before the train began to move again.

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Hey hey hey 🤠

oof, how long has it been?? two weeks? im sorry 🥺 here's an update, i want to make this a two parter so yeah. once again, thanks to @jeonjeongshook for the suggestion:)) i hope you like it.

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