Always have that one friend your willing to keep a secret for? Well, I sure do. When I was 13, I was raped by my own uncle. I never told anyone cause he was my only friend. Now, I'm going to tell you all that happened. How I feel... so empty.
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I walked into the semi lit trailer to see a tall man smoking a cigarette in his easy-chair. The man, my uncle. Scrawny, facial hair, and yes, a bald spot on the top of his head, then long black hair. I sat my Walmart sack of clothes down on the couch sitting on the opposite end. He turned on the tv, light illuminating into the room as he turned on our favorite show: "Ghost Adventures!" We have been following since their first season in late August. I had just got out of a terrible break-up with my ex-boyfriend, David Sams.
My blue eyes became watery at some point in the show and I looked away. I had received a text from this boy saying I was "ugly and a cheating son of a bitch" when in reality, he's always been the cheater. I was kissed outside of school one day by a girl named Julian. A heavier-set girl with short black hair. I had crushed on her for a while but I was still with David. She pressed me against the wall in front of the school and quickly kissed my lips, leaving me in awe. Apparently, my ex-best-friend, Piper, saw this and in order to ruin my perfect little life, she told David I cheated on him. I had no control over what happened.
Rumors flooded the halls of the school that I was a faggot and that I was also a slut. High Schools are brutal, I loved this boy and he turned on me when I needed him most. My uncle: he saw I was crying and came over to me, hovering above me then knelt down in front of me. "Everything ok Brittany?" I shook my head no and he pulled me into a hug. I told him about the recent break-up and how I felt... unwanted and he said he felt the same way.
He walked into his room shortly after and I felt a... tingly sensation. I only got this when I was horny and at this instance I new it was wrong for me to feel this way about my uncle but... I did. I slowly began to masturbate letting out a soft moan. I did that for a good 5 minutes each finger thrust louder than the last. My uncle then walked in and saw what I was doing and quickly turned away.
He went back to his room and I cried myself to sleep. I was alone. Sleeping on the couch with no one around me to hold me. There was a dog, but the dog was put away in his cage for the night. I woke up around midnight to a voice in my ear. It was husky and raspy and hushed "do you love your uncle?" I slowly got up "what?" He repeated it again. "Do you... love your uncle?" I nodded even tho it was dark he could sense my head nod. He hesitantly reached out and touched my breast, squeezing it gently.
My nipples slowly got hard and I could tell he noticed. He rubbed around the nipple in circles, making it tingle. He slowly slipped my shirt and bra off going down with his mouth, one thing I didn't mention, he didn't have any teeth. He slipped his shirt off and took my hand leading me into his room. There was a big bed against the wall and he motioned for me to lay down on the bed.
I do as I'm told laying down on the bed. He slips my jeans off as well as my underwear. "Is this ok...?" He said in a shaky voice. I nod my head yes as he goes down and licks my open vagina. I moan in pleasure for this is so wrong but feels so right.
He unbuckles his belt and takes it off then undoing his jeans. He pulls out his huge cock rubbing himself as he grabs my ass. He starts to fuck me and then it goes dark.
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I don't remember much more after that. That is the end of the chapter. If you want to hear more about my story, please comment below so. If you don't, just go.
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