The love of my life is back but her mom hates that we are. 3 times she has tried to tear us apart but closer we have gotten. So many hours in 1 month we have chatted every day. I love her more than eating or drinking. She texts and calls everyday and it tears me up when she's away. She's always there for me when I need someone's shoulder to cry on. I want to marry her one day. She's the most amazing girl I've ever known, and will ever know. We made a pact that we would be together forever, and I want to wish that I can... sometimes I think that people are giving bullshit stories of saying that she spends so much time on the phone and that the phone is the problem, it isn't. People just gotta know that... it's me.. not the phone but me. The reason she's on it is cause of me, she gets the hate cause of me. It's all my fault and she doesn't even know. I spend as much time as I can trying not to cry. While I write about this now I wanna cry because her councillor is wantingto even have us tore apart. Her father, her mother, and her step father. Fucking bullshit. She's my girl, no one else's. If they make us break up I... I'll die. I know I know "there's more to live for then a girl blah blah." Well it's not! She's the one true love of my life and I neverwant to leave her and you'll know if I never upload again if I actually did commit suicide. Suicide is an epidemic. I tried contacting the help line, no response so I guess that my life to them doesn't matter. Anyways... thanks for reading.. if you wanna chat comment down below...
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Gamer girl (true story)
Non-FictionGrowing up isn't so easy, especially if you get raped by your own uncle. Yeah. It happened 2 times and I never spoke a word. In this book, you will see rape, struggling sexuality, and depression. Video Games and YouTube are an outlet for me, as well...
