Growing up isn't so easy, especially if you get raped by your own uncle. Yeah. It happened 2 times and I never spoke a word. In this book, you will see rape, struggling sexuality, and depression. Video Games and YouTube are an outlet for me, as well...
Just because of all the things you do and all the things done to you, never leave the ones who love you. Things are gonna get hard especially when your arm is covered in cuts because you don't feel emotion. I've always wanted love someone to hold me forever and tell me it'll be ok. Pet my little kitten body as I purr. From now on I will wear a collar even to school to cover up the small cut on my neck. I'll walk around, doing my work in silence and not saying a word for no2 I won't speak. I feel like my voice has disappeared, that I lost it. I deserved to loose it because of all the stupid things I said. Cutting yourself is never an answer. I could get the cops called on me and thrown in a mental hospital and it would be the right thing to happen because right Now? I'm insane. So insane to where I just want to die. I want all of them to take guns and be like a firing squad, executioning me. It's true. I hurt 24/7 and it's no one's fault but my own. I need to learn to become a better person for me not for anyone else. I said that the last chapter was my last but my story is far from over. This failed attempt is just for another journey that I am yet to take. To the ones I hurt, I am sorry, really. You two are perfect for each other I don't know why I got in the middle of something so dang perfect. Yes PERFECT. The trifecta still is strong, you three people, you know who you are. I believe I will be absent of discord, and possibly twitch for I need to better myself. I wish I could tell you how sorry I am. All of you amazing wonderful people.
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