It was always real (Anthony Trujillo ff)

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SOPHIE:
Today we are going to a water park today and I couldn't be more excited I love water parks

So I got up and walked downstairs and made everyone pancakes
Anthony:oooo you actually making pancakes?
Sophie:more crepes because that's how I like pancakes but yeah
He nodded I called everyone down for breakfast jake and Erika was arguing again

Erika:YOU NEVER CARE ABOUT ME ANYMORE YOU ONLY CARE ABOUT ME WHEN THE VLOGS ON AND SO YOU CAN GET VIEWS
Jake:THATS NOT TRUE AND YOU KNOW THATS NOT TRUE I CARE ABOUT YOU
Erika:NO NO YOU DONT JAKE YOU DONT EVEN KNOW HOW TO CARE ABOUT SOMEONE EXCEPT YOURSELF
Logan:guys calm down
Jake:no Erika what do you mean don't know how to look after someone
Erika:well look at Alissa what happened ex team 10 members your ex girlfriends they never stayed I've stayed because I thought you changed but I guess not it's always about you
Logan:you've said enough Erika

She walked out the door Jake sat down on the sofa I walked over and hugged him

He just stayed in my arms I knew he was crying but didn't want anyone to know

He wiped his tears
Jake:okay let's get ready to water park
Sophie:Jake you sure your up for it
Jake:yeah I'm fine
He started his vlog as I ate my last pancake and walked upstairs

Got dressed into a marvel swimming costume black bottom half marvel at the top with a low boob cut also put Adidas comfy shorts on and packed my bag also put my sliders on

I brushed my hair and teeth done my eyebrows I walked downstairs I noticed Anthony wasn't also himself

Sophie:toner what's up
Anthony:nothing I'm fine
He smiled to reassure me but it didn't work

I put my hand on waist and raised my eyebrow he copied me,laughed and then hugged me

Anthony:I'm fine
Nick:let's go guys
We got into the van and drove to the water park we got our tickets and went through

Mackenzie:your swim costumes are always so cute
Sophie:and your always so cute
She smiled I got Kade to take a picture of us I posted it

Caption:every blonde needs a brunette❤️ love my bestie 💓

Mackenzie:awwww your cute it's true though
Sophie:very true
Logan:let's go guys
Anthony pulled me aside
Anthony:I'm going to go back to la
Sophie:what no why?
Anthony:because you don't need me here you need a stress free vacation
He had tears in his eyes there is more to the story

Sophie:why you crying
Anthony:because I destroyed emotionally the only thing I've ever loved
I looked down
Sophie:I can't let you leave Anthony I need you here
Anthony:no you will be happier without me here
Sophie:no I wouldn't I need you Anthony you might of destroyed me mentally and emotionally but we are back on track don't leave please
He breathed out looked me in the eyes
Anthony:Sophie I don't love you anymore

He turned around and got into a taxi that's when I sat down on a seat and bursted into tears

Chance ran over and hugged me so tight I cried into his neck never felt so much pain mentally as I do now

Sophie:can't believe he looked me in the eye and told me he didn't love me that's when my whole world shattered we may not be together but we both know we were meant to be

I was a state I noticed some fans wanted to walk over but knew I was upset I wiped my tears

Put jakes new cropped merch sweatshirt on and walked over I took a photo

I got into a taxi myself and went back to the villa
Taxi man:you okay back there?
Sophie:yeah
I nodded we got to the villa I was sitting in the bathroom with razors infront of me

I thought about it so many times not to do this but what Anthony said to me has pushed me off the edge

I was shaking while I grabbed the razor about to put it on my wrist the door banged open and Anthony pushed in

Anthony:no don't
He took them out my hand and brought me into his room
Anthony:why?
Sophie:why do you care you don't love me
He shook his head I put my head in his pillow crying was soon out I was exhausted

ANTHONY:
Can't believe she was going to do it what I said must of pushed her off the edge

Of course I love that girls how couldn't I love her I only said it because she needed to hear it she doesn't need me

Taylor made me release how much I fucked that girl up so much that it hurt me physically and mentally

I need to leave she doesn't need me so I got my bags and walked out to the taxi and went to the airport

I needed to go home to Ohio for a few days

(Sorry it's short and I've bin inactive I've bin at school and it's so stressful, home and friends aren't helping. But guys if you are ever upset or need some advice and I will be here pm me and I will be there,ly guys please forgive me)