It was always real (Anthony Trujillo ff)

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SOPHIE:
I woke up in Anthony's bed chance sitting on his bed with a note in his hand

Sophie:what's the note
Chance:don't worry about it
He walked out I sighed and got up I walked into my room and laid on my bed

Mackenzie walked in and hugged me we just laid together

Sophie:that didn't just hurt me it fucking destroyed me
I sat up
Sophie:i gotta tell you something you can't tell anyone okay?
She sat up
Mackenzie:okay
Sophie:so when I was 16 I started cutting myself because of my dad

I pulled my sleeve up and showed her the faint scars
Sophie:I have bin tempting to do it since I got raped and I never did but Anthony pushing me off the edge I grabbed a razor and was about to do it until Anthony broke the door and stopped me

Mackenzie:Sophie
She hugged me
Sophie:I've just had enough seriously of this pain it's unbearable now

I wiped my tears
Mackenzie:I'm going to give you a minute to get cleaned up
Sophie:I might go back home to Ohio
Chance:you can't go back to Ohio if you want to get hurt again toners there
Sophie:fuck sake
Chance:and I know what you tried to do that's what he said in the note Logan and Jake know
Sophie:why did he tell anyone
Chance:because he still loves you Sophie he will always love you he said that because he thought it would be better if you lived without him knowing he doesn't love you so you can move onto another man who treats you right
Sophie:but I don't want anyone else
Chance:YOU SAY THAT AFTER HE CAUSED YOU TO NEARLY FUCKING CUTTING YOURSELF....okay whatever Soph
He walked away I started looking at flights for Ohio I have ignored him for 6 years in Ohio I'm sure I can do it again

I packed all my things got changed into comfy shorts and my merch sweatshirt with my grey Yeezys

I walked downstairs with all my things
Jake:where you going
Sophie:I'm going back to Ohio I have to I can't stay here
Jake:but Anthony's there
Sophie:I ignored him for 6 years straight I'm sure I can do it again
Kade:oh yeah they live next to eachother you ignored him for 6 years
I nodded
Sophie:im sure I can do it again
Jake:well see you in la
I hugged everyone including Chance

Chance:I'm sorry for shouting but I can't let you go to Ohio all by yourself and this lanzarote trip is a disaster so I'm coming with you
He ran upstairs packed his things as I booked him a plane ticket

Sophie:I guess I can make it for my so called farthers funeral
Chance:let's go bye guys
Jake:now down to 2 Ohioans

We got to the airport when we got there we boarded

While on the flight I changed into a tight black shortish dress with my black heels brushed my hair and teeth done alittle makeup

Put my jewellery on had my Gucci bag and sat back down chance was going to bring my things to my house as I drove to the funeral

We landed and went through everything
Chance:so kiddo be brave I'm proud of you keep strong
Sophie:love you chance
Chance:love you to smalls
I got into chances moms car with chance they dropped me to the funeral I waved them goodbye I was so nervous

I walked into the chapel everyone looked at me shocked my mom was the most shocked ever

Sophie:sorry I'm late guys just got off a flight
I walked over to my mom and hugged her and then sat down

We went through the funeral but they asked me to speak about him
Sophie: so it is very hard for me to speak about my dad positively but I will try at least so my so dad from 16 and under was the best loving dad you could of got me my first car he taught me to drive yeah maybe he worked away a lot but he always made time for me and was there for me when no one else was my favourite memory is Christmas when I was like 6 he brought me a puppy and all day we was just messing around making the Christmas meal Christmas treats it was the best day ever well the people who knew him before he changed is very lucky

Everyone clapped and I walked off after the funeral my mom pulled me aside

Mom:I thought you was in Lanzarote
Sophie:I was but I couldn't stay there anymore mom
Mom:why
I explained everything she hugged me
Mom:he does love you Soph and I'm glad he stopped you from cutting

We went to her house Buddy was there
Sophie:awwwww you've got so big yes you have yes you have
He jumped up at me
Mom:he's my bestfriend literally Soph go say hi to Tony Cinda and Racheal her dogs over there as well
Sophie:but Anthony's in there
Mom:Soph just do it

I walked over and knocked on the door then walked in
Sophie:hello is anybody home
Cinda:Sophie no way
She ran over and hugged me
Tony:aye it's munchin
Sophie:hey big t
Racheal:is that my favvvv
We ran and hugged eachother Bruce her frenchie was jumping at me and so was Rocco
Cinda:and there's your mom with a bottle of wine in her hand with buddyyyy
Tony:swear you love buddy more than your own dog
Mom:because buddy is the best dog ever aren't you buds

We all sat down on the sofa except Anthony wasn't down
Cinda:he's up in his room but you don't want to see him
Tony:he told us about what happened
Racheal:trust me I had ago at him
Tony:yeah we aren't impress but he had the right intensions at first
Cinda:is there any more of the Ohio crew here?
Sophie:chance he flew over with me

Anthony ran downstairs
Anthony:Chance is here?
Tony:yeah
Cinda:invite him over Sophie
I nodded and called chance

Sophie:yooooo chance
Chance:yoooo Sophie how was the funeral
Sophie:went alright but you need to get your single ass butt over to Anthony's
Chance:aye your single as well
Sophie:yeah just get over here
Chance:I'm comingggg
Sophie:okey dokey love you bye
Chance:love you to bye
It ended

Cinda:he broke up with Alex?
I nodded
Mom:what happened
Anthony:well
Anthony explained what happened then Chance arrived

Chance:hey guys
They all greeted him
Chance:you two still not talking
Sophie:nope
Chance:okay
I like being back in Ohio it's my happy place