It was always real (Anthony Trujillo ff)

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SOPHIE:
It's the day where it's bin 1 year since I've bin raped and I woke up on the sofa

My mom was in the kitchen with Cinda was talking
Cinda:so Racheal is married when is Anthony gonna be my babies are grown up
Mom:there so cute together
Cinda:Sophie and Anthony?
Mom:yeah
Cinda:I know he's none stop talking about her
Mom:she's the same
Cinda:she's the only one he's ever cried over
Mom:what Anthony cries
They laughed bambi licked my face
Sophie:aye aye aye I will feed you now yes
I got up

Mom:morning hunny
Sophie:hey
I fed the dogs

Mom:didn't feel up to sleeping in your bed
I shook my head
Mom:okay honey I understand
Cinda:it's totally understandable
Mom:you got some mail

She handed me the letter I looked at her confused
Sophie:from the county police
I opened it,it was a request from sam for me to go see him today

Sophie:is this a prank ha ha Jake very funny
Mom:hunny it's not a prank
I walked upstairs then I stood in the door way of my room I looked at that wall of where it happened

I can't do it no, I started crying and flashbacks came back I shook my head

I walked to the bathroom washed my face and had a shower i blew dried my hair brushed my hair and teeth when
I looked back at that letter

I have so many questions and I need him to know he can't control me he hasn't destroyed me

So I straightened my hair done light makeup got dressed into khaki green long sleeved button up top with pink embroidered flowers on the chest with black skinny jeans and my Gucci shoes

I put my jewellery on with some spray and perfume I was getting so much support today I felt so thankful

I walked downstairs and no one was here I walked next door everyone was including my mom and the dogs

No one noticed me at first but Racheal did she ran and hugged me
Racheal:i haven't seen you in soooo longggggggg
Sophie:I knowwwww too long
We talked for a little bit

It was 12 I have to be there for 12:30
Sophie:mom can I borrow your keys to the car
Mom:why honey we are gonna have brunch over here
Sophie:I'm not hungry and I need to go somewhere
Anthony was upstairs coming downstairs she handed me the keys

Anthony took them
Anthony:gonna have brunch first come on baby
He put his hands on my waist I took the keys
Sophie:I can't not today I gotta go somewhere
Anthony:your looking and smelling good your not cheating on me are you
Sophie:no of course not
Anthony:and got your Louis Vuitton bag what's going on
Sophie:nothing I just gotta go
I pecked his lips and walked out Anthony followed

Anthony:not on this date Sophie your going to see him
Sophie:he requested me to come see him I need answers Anthony I need to let him know he hasn't destroyed me and I've made it
Anthony:okay be safe text me when you get there
I nodded and drove off I got to the prison I breathed out and walked in

He was there on the other side of the table in the middle looking rough he was shocked

I sat down
Sam:you actually came
I looked at him
Sophie:yes and what do you want
Sam:oh sassy now are we just how I like it
A flashback came back in my head
Sam:so happy 1 year babe
Sophie:I'm not your babe I'm your nothing
Man:oh man she doesn't like you
Sam:oh she secretly does I've smashed this girl a year ago today
Man:oooo lucky bastard
The man looked me up and down

Sophie:did you fuck smash me you fucking raped me
It was like venom on my tongue
Man:now sam I've lost all respect for you that's bad man mahhh that's disgusting
Sam:I didn't rape you,you fucking enjoyed it
I looked at him up and down
Sophie:I said NO I froze you fucking pushed me up against my bedroom wall and forced yourself on me my own bedroom then held me at gun point in New York my dream place to go and stole my Tiffany's... Sam I came here to let you know you haven't took over my life you haven't destroyed you know what I've accomplished this year you know I have hit 18 million on YouTube,19.5 million on instagram I'm on multiple YouTube red shows I was on NCIS,I am a main star in the walking dead amc I have modelled for Adidas Nike Calvin Klein,Victoria secret, H&M, Micheal kors and many more I have a 13 million dollar house with a
10 million dollar water park in the backyard I have 2 dogs,I have the most amazing boyfriend,I am the fastest growing youtuber in the world I have produced songs what have become platinum, I have brought 2 Lamborghinis this year 2 Range Rover Rolex's APs not for me nah for my friends and family and done many more things without you sam you haven't destroyed me nah have you fuck