It was always real (Anthony Trujillo ff)

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SOPHIE:
I was woken up by Logan jumping on the bed
Logan:aye it's 11:30 time to wake up
Sophie:Logan
Logan:don't Logan me I have something to ask
Sophie:what?
Logan:would you want to go on vacation
Sophie:OMG yes where
He grabbed my MacBook I logged onto it

Logan:Greece
Sophie:yes
So he booked the vacation we actually leave tonight I know really last minute

So I had a shower blew dried my hair brushed my hair and teeth got dressed into comfy grey shorts with my white cropped merch with my grey Yeezys

I got Uber to my apartment and started packing when I heard the door open

Chance:hello is anyone in here
Sophie:chance it's only me
He breathed out in relief I heard the door slam from here so I thought someone was breaking in
Sophie:no I'm just packing
Chance:where you going
Sophie:Logan Evan Spencer mike George his girlfriend mark and Kylie also me are going to Greece
Chance:oh okay wheres my invite..... I'm joking
He hugged me and helped me pack

Chance:do you want to go get Starbucks then I can take you to Logan's
Sophie:sure
Chance:let's take my car
Chance had a Nissan cashqua it was wrapped into an black matte and gold

We walked down to his car and drove to Starbucks we was sitting inside

Chance:so how's your mindset
Sophie:still really fucked up but I don't feel stressed anymore
Chance:that's better
Sophie:how's Anthony
Chance:he had 3 girls over last night and even offered if I wanted one he fucking hates that all the boys fall on your feet and your not going to pick him again
Sophie:not all the boys fall at my feet
Chance:Logan him even me Sophie yeah I like Tessa I love Tessa but I like you as well
Well that shocked me
Chance:and I didn't want to fall for you trust me but I couldn't help it
I nodded
Chance:even Jake at times he loves Erika but he's always had a small crush on you the Dolan twins the Martinez twins Nate literally you are so gorgeous you don't even understand
Sophie:chance you can't say that when it's not true
Chance:it is
Sophie:stop take me to Logan's
We got into his car and he drove me to Logan's he brought my bags in as I walked to my room

Maverick was so loud
Sophie:maverick please stop
I was crying I'm not pretty I'm not skinny no one likes me I'm a fucking slag which no one would care if I was dead or alive

Bambi sat on my lap
Sophie:Bambi I'm such a bad mom to you
Logan was leaning on the door frame
Logan:Sophie
Sophie:stop Logan just leave me alone
Logan:we leave at 5
He walked out I threw my phone at the wall and started freaking out

The words what came out of my mouth is the thing i regret most saying
Sophie:JUST WANT TO FUCKING DIE
I was leaning against the wall crying when flashbacks of the night I was raped came back

When I was crying and telling him to stop and him slapping my ass and pulling my underwear down and pinning me against the wall and inserting his dick into me

I put my hands in my face I breathing heavily I couldn't handle it at all

2 minutes later Logan walked in and sat beside me he stayed silent for a good 30 seconds
Logan:is it true?
Sophie:what?
Logan:is it true you want to die
I thought about everyone who would care if I did die I shook my head
Sophie:no
Logan:good because I don't want you to ever never die because I will be heartbroken so would Anthony everyone will be
Sophie:not everyone
Logan:well most people

I laid my head on his shoulder
Logan:get you a new phone before we leave
I nodded
Sophie:I will clean the mess up
Logan:no the cleaners should be here any minute
He got me up and hugged me

Logan:everyone should be here in like an hour Aylas going to look after the dogs

Logan left the room when I called Chance
Chance:hey
Sophie:sorry about earlier you just shocked me
Chance:yeah I know you okay?
Sophie:no
Chance:what's up
I explained to him about what happened
Sophie:I don't know why the rape it affecting me now as much as it is but it wasn't bad when it happened
Chance:because you Came into realisation what has happened and everything happening it's triggered it off
Sophie:yeah
Chance:well I gotta go have fun on your vacation Sophie love you
Sophie:love you to
It ended and I walked downstairs I heated up a pop tart

Logan:there mine
I felt really bad I didn't ask either
Sophie:I'm literally so sorry you have it I should of asked ughh I'm a guest
Logan:Sophie shut up I was joking of course you can have one help yourself

He smiled and laughed I smiled alittle and shook my head I gave him one as I had the other one

Logan:I better go live before we leave because I won't be streaming on vacation I gave George money to get you the white iPhone X and he's bringing it over
Sophie:thanks Logan
Logan:welcome
I was sitting on the trampoline bored

But soon everyone came I set up my iPhone and we headed for the airport

I couldn't be more excited