SOPHIE: I woke up in Anthony's bed oh no not again he was already awake and out of bed but I was feeling really ill
I put one of Anthony's sweatshirts on and walked to my room I got into bed when nick walked in Nick:hey Sophie Sophie:hey Nick:what's wrong? Sophie:I don't feel well He looked at me weirdly Nick:like why don't you feel well like what's wrong Sophie:got a bad throat headache cough My legs was also achy and I could barely walk to my room but I think that's from last night Nick:sounds like you have got the flu Sophie:just what I need Nick left
Anthony walked in with some painkillers and some water Anthony:nick told me to bring these up what's up Sophie:I've got the flu Anthony:oh no He pounted Anthony:wearing my jumper I see Sophie:sorry I got up and my legs were so bad he laughed so much
Anthony:I know that's not from the flu I wacked him Anthony:were you going Sophie:bathroom...owe He laughed and picked me up and brought me to the bathroom
Sophie:I could do it Anthony;I wanted to be a gentleman I laughed and he walked out as I went toilet I brushed my teeth and hair them got back into bed and took my painkillers
Anthony:Halloween is next week Sophie:crap I forgot Anthony:can we have a party here Sophie:yeah of course We started planning it and I invited people so did he as Anthony left to get Starbucks I phoned Zach efron
Zach:hey Sophie Sophie:hey Zach:you okay your voice Sophie:yeah yeah my throat hurts I'm ill Zach:oh no I hope you get better soon Sophie;are you doing anything Halloween? Zach:no funny enough Sophie:I'm having a party at my house do you wanna come Zach:for sure Sophie:8 at *my address* Zach:I will meet you there Sophie:dress up Zach:my fav It ended as Anthony walked in
I tweeted on twitter Tweeted- I haven't done a Q&A in a while send me some questions Anthony:you seriously doing a video when your sick Sophie:being sick is boring though He laughed as I put some makeup on put my hair into an high ponytail and pulled some strands out at the sides
Anthony set up my camera as I got into bed and sat up he sat beside me and we filmed I intro'd my videos
Sophie:guys im really sick right now so ignore my voice and now I look Anthony:ignore how you look you always look good sick or not Sophie:shhh He laughed
Sophie:firsts question is why don't you go to the mall often or just go out places in Los Angeles I breathed out Sophie:because of the paparazzi literally everywhere I go there is paparazzi and I can't handle it all the time so I try and avoid going places Anthony:you would never believe your famous I laughed we finished the Q&A
I put some black jeans on and kept Anthony's sweatshirt on also my zebra Yeezys
We walked down to my car Nick:Sophie your sick go to bed Sophie:I'm getting an Halloween costume Nick:that can wait Sophie:no it can't Nick laughed and shook his head Sophie:my birthdays soon 15th Of November woooo Anthony:bye nick I waved as Anthony drove off
Anthony:what do you want for your birthday Sophie:I actually don't know Anthony:what's your next dream car Sophie:Lamborghini or a Tesla the water park is nearly done Anthony:I know it's looking so good I try and distract him because I don't want him getting me anything Anthony:I need ideas Sophie Sophie:for what Anthony:your birthday Sophie:charms for my bracelet? There's this Daisy Duck one tiger Winnie the poo thumper Cinderella's coach Minnie and mickeys car Anthony:and Sophie:clothes and shoes He nodded we got the mall when paparazzi and fans came over to us I took as many photos as I can
Paparazzi:is it true that you are still in the walking dead Sophie:yes Paparazzi:are you gonna be in any more movies Sophie:I hope so Paparazzi:are you and Zach efron getting together I walked into the shop picked up a white top dress oversized then walked into a prop store got a baseball bat and knife a purge mask of the girls from it
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I wanted to be the brunette one as I am brunette
Anthony:should I be the man from that Sophie:yesss He smiled and I got some more things like black tights and fake blood and stuff
Afterwards we was walking around Paparazzi:what are you doing for Halloween Sophie:having a party I started coughing Sophie:sorry I'm ill Paparazzi:it's okay you in a relationship right now Sophie:nope Paparazzi:are you going to be joining team 10 again Sophie:nope Paparazzi:have you seen sunny Maloufs new video shading you Sophie:no? Anthony and I looked at eachother then I got stopped by a fan I took a picture with
Then I got into my car Paparazzi:thanks Sophie I waved and done my window up when I read a dm from Rebecca the one who was having suicidal thoughts from my concert
@rebeccarosie- dear Sophie,this is Rebecca's mom last night Rebecca killed herself and she wrote a note *picture* and you don't understand how much this girl loved you and how long you kept her alive but unfortunately my baby girl couldn't handle it no longer and hung herself and unfortunately I found her, thank you for being there for her and just making her happier and laugh while it lasted love Clare x
The picture of the note said Dear whoever is reading this, I want you to know that this is the hardest decision I have ever made but I'm just not happy anymore and I can't handle not being appreciative and being second choice and being the ugly and fat one also not being good enough. Yes yes Sophie made me happy and she was my inspiration but I couldn't do it anymore it was too much everyday seeing the same boy who made me feel like shit but made me the happiest at the same time no one ever liking me and me being the one to make the effort and I've had enough. Mom don't miss me too much I love you so so so much and I'm sorry for being moody a lot of the time but I never meant to take it out on you thank you for being the best mom and trying your best,please please please don't blame yourself for my death because it's not your fault and thank you for being someone to talk to now and then. Sophie if you read this thank you for being my inspiration making me feel good about myself once in a while I hope you have the best future and make more power moves,we all know Anthony is the one for you so don't try and hide it I love you so so so much and thank you for listening. It's too much to go on anymore I love you- Rebecca
I was crying Sophie:why didn't she DM me Anthony came over to my side and pulled me to face him and he hugged me I hugged him back and cried into his shoulder
Sophie:she shouldn't be feeling like that and basically killed herself because she didn't feel good enough for a boy who treated her like shit and my videos was her escape but not enough to make her stay alive
Anthony:shhh it's okay she wouldn't want you to feel like this everything will be okay He wiped my tears Paparazzi:everything okay? I nodded Sophie:yeah just found some things out about a fan Anthony shut my door and got into the car and drove off
Sophie:thank you for being there Anthony:always I didn't want to watch sunnys video if she's shading me...
