Raaz- An Adiza fanfiction

6- Healing

My heart is broken over the news of Naamkarann, but hope is still alive in me, god wouldn't do wrong with so many people, such a dedicated fandom, such a hard working cast... how could he do wrong with us... lets not give up until the very, lets trend, lets email, and call... and most importantly raise the trp.

Lets say that we will adjust for a new timeslot, lets tell them how there is so much more to explore, so much story left. Lets not give up, for Adiza.

And, I'm sorry that updates are taking so long, I'm studying for exams currently, but this is just my gift to all adiza fans, for not giving up even when all hopes are seeming to fall apart. Please please comment, vote, tell me what you think and most importantly work together to save our show....

Enjoy...

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Her eyes flutter open at the sound of agonised whimpering, she stretches slightly, her head heavy and her eyes weary. Her hands go to her throbbing head, as she blinks in confusion. Was she at her home? She blinked to recognise the sight around her, hazed surroundings of Zain's appartment room came forth. It was pitch black, probably in the middle of the night.

She turned towards the noise and sees Zain facing away from her, he was shuddering, curled in on himself, and the small pained cries were coming from him.

She pressed a hand to his shoulder frowning, rubbing his back, "hey baby? What's wrong?"

He took a few seconds to turn around and face her, he tried to hide it but his eyes were sore and red and dried tears were sticking to his cheeks.

"Nothing... I'm fine... Why did you wake up?" He asked with worry adorning his features, little wrinkles curling on his forehead as he pulled her in to his arms, and cuddled in to her. "Didn't you sleep well?"

She cupped his cheek, her watery eyes stared in to his broken ones, and her gaze broke through the way he tried to shield his hurt, "Don't lie to me Zain... What's wrong?"

"I'm fine Adi... I promise..." He didn't dare to look up at her, knowing that he would melt and break down, and in turn pain her. His breathing was ragged and shaky, on the verge of sobs that were choked down in his throat.

"Zain... Don't do this..." She sighed heavily, shaking her head at the way he always refused to show his emotions. "come here baba..."

She opened her arms for him, and he crawled over to her like baby, huddling up in her arms. She hugged him tightly, and he clutched to her waist, burying his face in her chest.

"Tell me what's wrong Zain... please..."  She suddenly felt her top soaking with his tears, as he silently sobbed, the comfort of her arms, shattering him.

"Oh Zain..." She sighed in agony, her eyes closing, unable to bear his state. She stroked his hair gently, pressing a soft kiss against it. "Shhhh... please don't cry...."

"I'm so sorry... I'm so sorry" He mumbled repeatedly against her skin, his tears trailing down her chest. He trembled as she continued to whisper sweet nothings in to his ear, her heart clenched in worry, she had never seen him so vulnerable before.

"Sorry? Why are you sorry? What's wrong Zain?" She whispered in worry while stroking his cheek, their legs were entangled together, and she stroked his leg with hers intimately. It was the comfort they gave each other in their silence, that was the most special, the thing only they shared.

"I've- I've failed you Adi..." He whimpered like a baby, nuzzling in to the nape of her neck.

"Failed me? What are you talking about?"

"I've failed you... I'm a fucking awful boyfriend... I'm a fucking idiot..."

"Hey... don't say that..." she lifted his face in her hands and wiped away his tears with her nimble fingers, his eyes were raw, bluntly hurt,  red and weak from crying. It broke her heart.  "You're the best thing thats ever happened to me..."