Life between love and fate

Weakness moments 3 ( Jealousy)

When they started shouting, he took her to her home maybe he can know why this person is calling her.
He starts to shout again and says..
"Martin": Why is he calling you?
"Serena": I don't know. Maybe something belongs to our work.
"Martin": If it's something belongs to work , he can call another one.
"Serena": He is in my team.
"Martin": What does it mean? And even if he is in your team . Is it giving him the rights to call you anytime?
"Serena": No, he doesn't call me anytime. He only calls me when it's very important thing.
"Martin": I don't want him to call you again.
"Serena": How can I do this? He is in my team. We are working together.
"Martin": He can find another one to call and if it is an urgent case, he can let another one calls you.
"Serena": Ok. As you like.

"Serena" is too sensitive person as we know, so she started to cry because "Martin" shouted at her loudly. She cried and did what "Martin" asked her to do.
When he looked at her and found her crying, he felt weak.
He still feels jealous on her. He can't imagine that one day they will never be together, so he ran to her and hugged her like before.
*And while she is in his hug*
"Martin": Sorry, honey.
"Serena": It's ok.
"Martin": I can't bear to see your tears. Don't cry please.
"Serena": Ok, baby.
"Martin": I don't like this man.
"Serena": I know and I put limits to him.
"Martin": Why don't you change your team work?
"Serena": I can't honey. I am not the manager to change my team whenever I want.
"Martin": It's ok honey, but I still feels jealous on you.
"Serena": I know, but you don't have to feel like this.
"Martin": Shut up honey. I love you.
"Serena": I love you more than you can imagine.
Then they hugged each others tightly and closed their eyes maybe something will change or the life get tired of upsetting them.
But they never know that the life between them will be impossible one day.
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* The torment of conscience*
Every time when they feel weakness , they also feel torment of conscience, but each one alone.
When she sit with herself , she started reprimanding herself for what she did, but we can excuse her. Suddenly and without any introductions she is about to lose her love of her life and she has to act like she is his best friend. It's very difficult for her. She can't imagine how he will be with another one.

On the other hand, we can't forget our hero and his hard struggle. He is in a very hard situation. Every day the situation becomes more complicated than before and he doesn't know what will he do?
    How can he leave her?
    Why is the life unfair?
     What is his fault?
Lots of questions come to his mind every day, but he can't find the answers.
     Do you think he will give up?
     Do you think he can do something?
     Do you think that the life can smile to him again?
      Maybe, who knows?!
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But till when they will do act like they are friends?
They are sure that nothing will change, but they never give up.

"Never give up for what you want and fight for it till the end of the life because you maybe regret one day if you don't fight for what you want."
He remembered this speech because "Serena" used to say it to him every time when he feels weak, but in his case he knows well that he can't fight for what he wants. His country's strict laws forced him to follow them and his parents continue the story. He can't do anything. He has to give up. He must surrender to reality.

On the other side, "Serena" does her best to motivate him. Yes, sometimes she can't control herself, but at least she is trying to make him happy. She knows that it's not his fault or her fault also.
Sometimes she asked herself "why did we meet?"
Because she believed that everything happens for a reason, but what is the reason of meeting him?
Why did he come on my way?
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