Back In Time || Moon Lovers: Scarlet Heart FF || Discontinued

Chapter 14 contd: No More

A/N- This is not a Wang So x Ha Jin chapter. It will focus on Jonghyun and Hana.

Hana POV

I couldn't sleep. I was angry and sad the whole time. I don't know why I was so angry.
It was midnight.

I sat up and saw that my friend was fast asleep.

I grabbed my cell phone and walked out of her house and dialled Jonghyun oppa's number.

"Hello Hana" he said.
How does he do that? Remain so calm while I was tearing inside?
"I don't feel well. Pick me up" I said.
"You sound perfectly alright. Go to sleep. I'll pick you up in the morning" he said flatly.

"I'm really sick. My stomach hurts and my face aches with a fever" I began.

"I can see right through you-"

"-so what?! Does it matter, if I'm telling the truth or not? Just pick me up."

"Go to sleep Hana, you are being unreasonable-"

"-stop saying that all the time! Saying things that describe me as silly and childish!" I cried, "I'm not a kid."

"Yes Hana, I know. You are a beautiful strong woman" he said.

"Am I a woman to you?" I suddenly blurted out and then cursed myself in my mind for acting so hormonal.

Silence.

"Hana-" he said.

"You either pick me up or I'm going to walk out on the streets in the night in my scanty nightwear. You decide! You have exactly 20 minutes!" And I cut the call.

He was such a frustrating creature.
I stormed into the room and packed my belongings. After leaving a note, explaining my unannounced departure, I left the apartment and waited down the building.

He came.
In 15.

He had a worried and annoyed expression plastered on his face.

"Oppa" I said brightly but gasped when he pulled me up and dragged me to the car. He pushed me into the passenger's seat and then began to drive.

"No need to be so rough" I complained.

"You're quite the handful" He said.

I looked at him, sadly. My heart hurt so much.

"I-" I began but Jonghyun cut in, "I heard you are dating Jeonghan. I'm happy for you."

Ouch.
I wish I could scream. But all I could do was nod.

"Do you love him?"

I shook my head.

"Hmm" was all he said.

"Do you love her?" I asked, "Your girlfriend?"

"No. I'm just bored" he answered honestly.

It was painful to hear.

"Oppa" I began meekly but couldn't find it in me to continue.

Why didn't he look at me as a woman?

Why was I always a silly child for him?

Tears welled  in my eyes.  I was here, next to him. We were together since childhood.
But it hurt because I was so close to him, yet so far.

Why was he always pushing me away?

"Oppa-" I said.
"Say" he said, his eyes on the road.

"I want you to be my first kiss" I blurted.

Jonghyun and I both froze at my sudden declaration. He said nothing but continued to drive as though I had never actually spoken.

I said nothing till we reached home and I walked up to my room, Jonghyun behind me. I wished him a cold good night before I shut the door to my room.
I sat on my bed, thinking about my rollercoaster feelings.
I lay down and sighed.

What was wrong with me?

I nearly had a heart attack when the door flung open.
I sat up and was alarmed to see Jonghyun oppa enter my room and shut the door behind me.

He walked towards me and pushed me back to my bed and pinned me.

Was this for real? My cheeks were a burning red and my skin was on fire.

What was that look in his eyes? It was almost unreadable.

"Open your mouth" he ordered.

"What?" I asked surprised but his mouth crashed against mine and I gasped in shock.

Was this a dream?

His lips against mine?

No.
It was real.
It was painful.
He was very rough.
It was like he was sucking my every breath out of my body. I was shaking under him.
He was turning me hot and bothered.
But this...
... was hurting.
He didn't give me enough time to breathe and continued to kiss me senseless. His tongue was rude and poked and licked me without warning. He bit without constraint and I felt that my lips would bleed soon.

I wanted it to stop.
It was hurting me.
My knees bent as his hips slammed against mine and I moaned when he pressed his body against mine.
This was more than rude or rough now.
It was an attack.
Tears welled in my eyes.
I tried to push him off me.
I was so tiny against his massive frame.
I couldn't believe this.
I hated this.

He gave me my first kiss.
Which was my desire.

But this was not what I wanted.

This was a stolen kiss.

"Get off!" The words came out of my mouth in a scream and he pulled away and I gasped, breathing heavily for air. My body was still shaking from the attack and I looked at him with bloodshot and hurt eyes.

He was laughing and he said, "You wanted this."

"No. No" I said. Something broke in me and I was crying profusely and trembling, "No. Get out. Get out! GET OUT."

Jonghyun smirked and said, "You're just a kid. And you're asking for a man?"

I stared at him, stunned at his cruel remark.

"Dumb child" he said and left the room.

I didn't want to see him ever again.
Ever.

He is no longer an oppa for me.

-Purple Poesy

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