I cry on all fours. Like an animal. Sobbing. Disgusting. Who would want to comfort that? Just step on me. Crush me under your feet like the useless animal. I don't deserve to be treated like a human. Because I'm hurting. I'm heavy with the grief of my happiness. I'm heavy with the loneliness of myself. I'm heavy with the blindness of my life. I'm heavy with the disaster that has become my life. I'm heavy with the loss of hope that I could be saved. No one will save me. No one wants to. No one cares to. No one will hold and tell me it will be alright. No one is there. Just myself. And the darkness. And the void of nothingness. I'm drowning in the dark. I'm drowning quietly. I'm drowning quickly. I can't breathe deeply because I'm being crushed by the weight of your foot. Please think of me when you hurt someone. Please don't hurt me. I don't know when I will make it so one one hurts me again. I don't want that to be on you for the rest of your life.
