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"Im so sorry" Part 15

A/N: oh your not even ready for this chapter. If you guys are in tears by the end of this, I am so sorry. Also... thank you so much for waiting. I had a lot of trouble trying to finish the storyline but now I have got it covered. Anyways... love you and enjoy the chapter!

"I-Iii i uuhhhh i Came to your sisters because I..." his eyes pleaded to my direction, asking for directions of where to go. I help him.

"We are going to hang out at the beach Elijah..." I sighed walking closer to Jungkook so he senses protection and safety around him.

My brother looks at him, he shows no emotion what's so ever. Not showing his lovable side or angry side. As if he was staring into space.

"Alright" Elijah finally said after breaking his gaze from Jungkook. He looks at me with a smile and a nod before walking away from my hotel room and walking towards the hotel elevator. Jungkook's muscles loosen up when he feels Elijah walk farther and farther away from him. I sighed and walked back into the hotel room, plopping my form onto the bed. Jungkook follows.

Jungkook wanted me to look at him while we laid but I didn't, I stared at the ceiling. My body felt relaxed, too relaxed. I didn't even feel like speaking and I guess he got the hint. We were still, quiet, calm. I felt his body move suddenly, closer to my form. So close that my head was resting on his shoulder lightly. We just stared at the ceiling, not daring to say a word. I liked his comfort, his quietness, his breathing, all of it. I felt relaxed and at peace as I laid on top of his shoulder. Snuggling together, feeling each other's warmth and comfort. Each other's breathing was in sync. Listening to his heart-beat follow a certain pattern. We snuggled into each other more. Understanding each other without having to speak.

As we laid together, I feel his hand touch my hair. Playing with it in between his fingers. Smelling the hotel's shampoo on my hair. His face got closer to my head, placing a small, long kiss on my forehead. As if he knew I was in pain and he felt it within me. I took the kiss in, letting him take every chance he could. Once he backed away, my arms wrapped around his stomach. Cuddling with his form. Smelling his cologne and natural aromas. Listening to his heart-beat become louder and louder. If only he knew my heart was beating the same way. He took me in, hugging my side tighter as a reflex. Even then, our breathing was perfectly in sync. Still not saying a damn word to ruin what we have at the moment. I am taking all of it in, not missing a single breath, heart-beat, or feeling. It was if everything was perfect, the feeling every single girl wants to have. Have I found it? Have I finally met the feeling every girl wants to feel towards someone?

"I may have not known you for a long time, but I know you long enough to know that you were crying a few minutes before I came."
He spoke out after all of the silence we shared together. I felt his voice through his body, sending shivers through my spine. He knew all along but didn't bother asking until now. I slightly move my hand up and down his chest as a response. Sending him a signal to go own with his words.

"You don't have to tell me at this moment or never, but if you do, I'm here" he finished off, slightly caressing my back with his fingers. When he said that, the emotions builded back up, my heart started to ache once more. Our breathing wasn't in sync anymore, my heart was beating faster than his, and I was basically shedding tears on his shirt. My hand that was on his chest suddenly clanged onto him harder. My body became weak and heavy, it needed to be picked up and hold onto. And he did just that.

His arms wrapped onto me tighter, not letting an ounce of weakness in his system let me go. His head was on top of mine, resting his chin on my head. His hands calmly and nicely caressed my back, letting me cry harder into his shirt. He took in all of my emotions, understanding my pain more and more. Feeling my guilt, feeling my pain, feeling my heart slightly break. He took in all of it, every single emotion that was in my system at the moment. He let me cry, he let me break, he let me express my feelings to him. He doesn't know the reason why I'm crying but he doesn't ask. He doesn't wanna know why, as if it was my decision to tell him when I was ready. Even if I didn't tell him, he would have been okay with it. He just felt my emotions for now, understanding my feelings a bit more without asking. I kept sobbing and sobbing onto his shirt until there was no tears left to spill out. Draining myself completely from any single physical emotion. I didn't move though, I didn't want to move away from him. He didn't move away from me, he just caressed my back longer. I finally relaxed, letting my breathing and heart-beat slowly sync with his. Becoming quiet and still again, not wanting to ruin the moment we are having with each other. Feeling an emotion of safeness and certainty with each other. Not even having a glimpse of uncomfortableness. Every just seemed aligned in the world. Everything was safe and secure with the world. Just everything was safe...