The New Boys In Town (Book Two)

Goodbyes

I looked outside the window, as the truck was all loaded up.

"You need to go out there" Peggy said, placing one hand on my back.

I slowly nodded, biting my lip.

The boys, one-by-one, got into their car.

I ran outside, "WAIT!" I yelled.

Freddie stopped before getting into the car as he watched me.

"I can't say goodbye, because I know I'll still see you" I cried.

"I'm sorry for everything I sa-"

I was interrupted with Freddie smashing his lips onto mine.

"I know, darling..." Freddie held me in his arms.

"I know, and I don't want to leave" He started crying.

"I love you, Freddie" I whispered.

Freddie softly chuckled, "I love you too"

Brian, Roger and John stood their awkwardly watching us.

I let go of Freddie and walked over to John as I hugged him.

"You're a kind man, John" I said, causing him to blush.

I kissed Roger's cheek and hugged him, "Keep being that heart-throb" He laughed.

I slowly walked over to Brian, he was biting his lip, trying not to cry.

"It's okay to cry, Brian.." I softly said, caressing his face.

Brian shook his head as he broke down in my arms, he held me tightly.

"Remember everything I've told you" He sobbed.

I chuckled, "I love you too, Bri" I looked at them, "I love you all" I smiled.

I slowly let go of Brian, he leaned down and kissed me.

I chuckled.

"We'll meet again, don't be so sad." I laughed.

Brian chuckled, "I'll try not too" He sniffled.

John went into the car first, then Roger, leaving Brian and Freddie standing there.

Brian looked at Freddie then back at me.

He smiled slightly and waved sadly as he got into the car.

"I love you" Freddie mouthed to me.

I blew a kiss at him, "I love you too" I mouthed back.

Freddie put his sunglasses on and got into the car.

The car door closed as I heard the windows go down.

I saw four hands wave out to me, I chuckled waving back at them as the car drove out of the neighborhood.

I bit my lip, Don't cry..

The car left me standing in the middle of the street, alone..

I ran inside Queen's empty home.

I fell to my knees and cried.

"Lily?" I heard Peggy's voice call.

She gasped as she found me balled up on the floor.

"Oh, Lily.." Her voice echoed the empty home.

Peggy rushed towards me as she picked me up, carrying me back to my own home.

"It's so cold.." I whispered.

"I know.." Is all Peggy could say about this situation.

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"Can you play me something, Lily? I know how much music helps you" Peggy smirked at me.

I nodded, walking over to my piano.

I sighed, Freddie played on this piano so much..

I gently touched the piano keys and started playing. His touch...

Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face

You told me how proud you were but I walked away

If only I knew what I know today

Ooh ooh

I would hold you in my arms

I would take the pain away

Thank you for all you've done

Forgive all your mistakes.

There's nothing I wouldn't do

To hear your voice again.

Sometimes I wanna call you but I know you won't be there

Oh, I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do

And I've hurt myself by hurting you

Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit

Sometimes I just wanna hide 'cause it's you I miss

And it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this, ooh, whoa

Would you tell me I was wrong?

Would you help me understand?

Are you looking down upon me?

Are you proud of who I am?

There's nothing I wouldn't do

To have just one more chance

To look into your eyes and see you looking back

Oh, I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do

And I've hurt myself, oh, oh, oh.

If I had just one more day

I would tell you how much that I've missed you since you've been away!

Oh, it's dangerous

It's so out of line!

To try and turn back time!

I started breaking down in tears again.

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do

And I've hurt myself by hurting you

I covered my face as I cried.

Peggy rushed to my side, holding me. "I know it's hard.. But it'll get better.." She voice was soothing.

I shook my head, "I don't think I can be healed this time" I sobbed.

Peggy sighed, "You just watch" She chuckled.

I didn't say anything, because all I could do was cry.

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A/N: That was Christina Aguilera's, "Hurt"