almost broken. (a Hayes Grier fanfic)

almost broken. (chapter 4)

*Hayes pov.*

I can't believe I put her here. I thought. I took a seat on the edge of her hospital bed and looked at her wrists. there was more then 20 cuts on each wrist. I had feelings for her to! we were bestfriends and I had feelings for her. I was dating Brianna and I had feelings for her. I don't know why I even dated Bri. oh yes I do! I was forced. I know that is wrong, but once again. I was forced. an anonymous number texted me and said that if I don't date her, they would hurt my family. like what? I am 15! so I had to date her. I liked Makayla for crying out loud. I like the way she bites her lip when she's nervous. I like the way she blushes when I call her beautiful. I like the way she dresses. I like how she's not dramatic like the other girls in my school. I like how she helped me through the relationship when it got rough. I like how she comforted me. the only reason I cried that day was because Kind of started the like Bri. but I don't anymore. I regret dating her and I regret hurting Makayla. I snapped out of my thoughts by Nash yelling for the nurse. Makaylas heart stopped beating. I looked at the heart monitor and started crying. I went up to her held her hand. "Makayla please don't leave me. I need you. I.. love you." I say.

*Makaylas Pov.*

I can hear everything around me. i just can't open my eyes. I can hear Skylar and Nashes small talk. but I don't hear Hayes. wow. he's such a jerk. I'm in the hospital because of him and he doesn't even come see me? I heard the heart monitor make a long beep sound. like the sound that it makes when your heart stops. but I can still hear things. I felt someone grab my hand. "Makayla please don't leave me. I need you.. I..love you." the voice said. wait? Hayes? I heard a bunch of people in the room. nurses? come on Makayla open your eyes! Breath! I opened my eyes. and took a huge breath. "MAKAYLA YOUR ALIVE." Hayes shouted through his tears. I chuckled. "guys can I have a minute with Hayes? I asked. but one of the nurses spoke up. "we have to do tests to check on your." "no I swear I am fine." I say smiling. "okay, but after your done talking I will do the tests." she said. "alright thanks." I say as all the people but Hayes exited my hospital room. "Makayla listen." he said grabbing my hand. "Hayes no. I don't have time for you to make up a lie and tell me that." I tried to say but I was cut off by Hayes lips on mine. I tried to pull away but he put his hand on the back of my neck, so I kissed back. we had a make-out session. "Hayes.." I say and start crying again. "babe please don't cry." he said while pulling me in for a hug. I smiled and blushed. he called me babe. no Makayla stop. he's left you for Brianna. "Makayla let me explain. okay so I was forced to go out with Brianna. I had no feelings for her. an anonymous number texted my phone and told me that if I don't be her boyfriend they will hurt my family. so I did it. we were bestfriends and trust me. I wanted to be more. I fell for you hard. I like you a lot. no scratch that." he said which made my smile fade. "I love you." he said. once he said he loves me I crashed my lips onto his. we pulled away and I said, "well how come you left me to go talk to Bri yesterday." I say. "I didn't. I just went home. when you went to go talk to Skylar, Brianna texted me and told me that she wanted me back. and she said that if I spent anymore time with you she would make you more suicidal then you already were and she would make you cut again. Makayla I didn't want her to put you through that. but I realized that if I spent time with you and made you my girlfriend I wouldn't let Bri hurt you." he said with a smile. I smiled back and kissed him. scratch that I made out with him. after that, I asked him "you want me to be your girlfriend?" then I smirked. "well obviously, who wouldn't." he said then I gave him a peck on the lips. "can you go get them now? I want to talk to Skylar." I asked. after I said that his expression changed. to jealousy? and he made his hands into fists. "babe calm down." I say to him. fuck why did I say babe. I mentally face palmed. he smirked. "babe?" he asked. "I'm sorry it just slipped out and you called me it when.." I start to Say nervously. "calm down. I like it." he said then walked out of the room. I groaned. what is this boy doing to me. he came back without the boys. "I just wanted to tell you that your not aloud to cut yourself. okay?" he stated then grabbed my wrist and kissed my cuts. "okay but I would like you to kiss somewhere other than my wrists." I say with a smirk. he smirked back then kissed my forehead. "here?" he asked. "nope." I say. then he kissed my nose. "here?" he asked. I shook my head. he kissed my cheek. "here?" he asked. "how about I show you." I said then grabbed his neck and kissed him. again the kiss became heated. man I love this boy.

*hayes pov.*

(after the make-out.)

"that's the 2nd time we made out today." I say to Makayla. "fine we won't to it a third time." she said crossing her arms and smirking. she's such a tease. "no babe please. I like our make out sessions." I bagged. "want to have a another one?" she asked. I nodded my head. she pecked my lips and turned around. "your such a tease. I'm gonna get you back for that just watch." I say then start tickling her. "HAHAHAHA STOP!" she laughed. "no, I love hearing your laugh." I say smirking. "you would have ears to hear it if you don't stop tickling me." she said. holy shit. I stopped & she smirked. "you love me." she said. i looked at her and smiled. "yes I do." i say and walk out of the room to go get the other guys.