Real Feelings

Chapter 2

It was finally the last day of the summer. These weeks run out of hand when you are having a good time like the ones I got with the girls. They were so kind to me. Lacey was aware of my situation, that my parents were never there. She told me that I could always come to her house to eat or sleep if I wasn't feeling right being home alone but I never got to her house. I didn't want her to see all the pain and fear that I was feeling. 

Lacey and I were walking in the mall looking at random stuff, not really buying anything. "Mary, what do you have on your mind?" She ask, I was an open book to her after all the times we shared this summer. I sigh, "I'm just really nervous about tomorrow." I admit to Lacey. She take me by the shoulder and look straight in my eyes with a serious look. "Listen, I know it's normal to feel nervous when you are starting in a new school, but you all have one of us in your classes. So every time you will have a partner project, you will have someone to work with. Each time you will have question we will be there for you. Day and night, all year and forever." She told me almost like a poet. I nodded, her speech reassured me a lot about tomorrow. 

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The day had finally come. I was a body of nerve. Almost shaking as I was putting my clothes on. I put black skinny jeans on with a black 'V' neck t-shirt and a ripped blue sleeveless jean jacket. I look at myself in the mirror. "You'r sweet, you'r intelligent, you'r beautiful and you'r capable!" I whisper this to myself looking straight into my eyes trough the mirror. After a moment I sigh and fake a beautiful smile on my face. I put my light make up on and exited my room to get a light breakfast before walking up to school. Lacey and the other girls join me while we were walking. They were all talking but I stayed silent just thinking about what could go wrong today. "Stop thinking! I ban you from being sad okay?!" Leana told me grabbing me by the side. I laugh and push all the bad thoughts away. 

My first class was History with Lacey. I have to say that I liked history even if it sound nerds.Lacey and I got the two seat in the back of the class like I liked it. We talk for a moment, people coming into the class giving me weird looks because I was new. Fuck them.

ZACKY'S P.O.V 

Why do good moments have to get away so fast! I hates summer for that, it's not long enough! I woke up today too fucking damn early when two days before I went to bed at that time! My head was screaming to me to go back to bed but I knew that I didn't have other choices then to go to school. I hated it but I knew that I needed school to live even taught I wanted to be a rock star! Believe me, I'll be one day.  I walk out my house to be welcomed by a too much energetic Jimmy, that scared the living shit out of me.  "How are you today Zacky?" Jimmy asked me with a smile plastered on his face. His blond hair were messed up as usual. "How do you think I feel to return in this shit place?" I told him grumpily and when to walk with the other guys, Matt, Brian and Johnny.  "You should be happy, there are rumors about a new kid" Brian told me with a evil grin on his face. Brian always wanted to match me up with another girl. But it was never the good one to me. "I'm sure it'll be popular kid or something" I told him back still in my grumpy mood. 

We finally arrived to the shit school were everybody look at us all surprised that we would of come back. Not because we are rebels that we don't want to finish this shit! It was our last year in here before we can all go on the road and promote our band. 

My first class was history with Brian and Jimmy. As I was walking up to my class. I look around to see any new faces, but no. It was all the same ugly faces as last year. But I was wrong, we enter in our class and saw two girls who were in the back of the class talking. I recognized one, Lacey I think. Johnny had an eye on her since the beginning  of the summer. But the other girl beside Lacey, I don't think I ever saw her before. But shit she seem cool and beautiful. The guys and I sat in the three desks in front of them. I wanted to know this girl even thought she was out of my league. Like look at me! I'm all fat and she is all thin. People like me don't go with people like her. 

I took a deep breath and turn around, I was facing her, she was so beautiful. "Hi, you'r the new kid?" I ask her trying to show her my best smile, if I got one.  "Yeah" She told a bit sad with a big sigh. "I'm Zacky, this is Brian and him Jimmy" I present the other guys as they turn to look at her. "I'm Mary" She said shyly. Shit that name is so cute for her. I hear a little cute accent from her mouth when she told something to Lacey. "Where do you come from?" I ask her keeping all my interest on her. "I'm from Canada" Mary admit, probably waiting for an insult. "You speak french?!" Jimmy exclaim all happy. "Yeah" She said all shy, she started to have pink red cheeks. "Tell us something in french!" I ask her with a excited smile. Mary shyly look at Lacey and then look back at us, "Biscuit" Mary said, I never taught that it would be so cute and sexy, shit my knees just got weak. Thank God I was sitting on a chair. "What does it mean?" Jimmy ask all happy. No he's not on drugs. "It means cookie" Mary admit laughing. Jimmy got up and ran up to her and hug her tight, "I love cookies and you are so cool! You are my new best friend! Come eat with us at lunch!" Jimmy ask her, he put his puppy eyes.

MARY'S P.O.V

Jimmy ask me, with his blue crystal eyes. "Yeah! Why not?!" I finally answer him looking at Lacey who nodded happily. The teacher started class and the guys turn around. During the class when I was taking down notes, Lacey throw me a piece of paper. "Good job Mary! You got out of your little shell! These guys are really cool by the way. To me and the girls, not for the rest of the school. Can't wait for lunch giiirl!"  My cheeks burn up just by thinking that I did right. Zacky was really cute. Black jeans and a black Metallica shirt. Awesome. He had black hair that were spiked up in the front. Zacky was really cute but surely out of my league, or is probably already taken. Fuck that.