Real Feelings

Chapter 9

The next morning I woke up and realize that Zacky was still there and that I didn't have anymore nightmares! It's been the first time since my ex got away! And that was about 4 years ago! My head was laying on Zacky's chest and he still had an arm around me. I put a finger on his nose and trace it down to his lips, than to his collard bones. He moved slightly and groan, sign that he was now awake. "Good morning princess!" I told him softly. He giggle and without opening his eyes he pull himself down to cuddle up to my side. "You are MY princess" He said, seeing that I ddin't answer he open his eyes and look at me. "That doesn't mean I'll be a jealous dick and restrain you from things!" He explain himself because he was scared that I react the wrong way, but honestly I didn't even thought about that. I sat upright in the bed and took the back of his head in my hands as I stroke his soft hair lightly, "Zacky. Honestly, I didn't even thought about that. Stop being so insecure babe. I know you'r not like him. And i'm not like her. I respect you and I love you. My rock star!" I told him putting a chaste kiss on his lips before getting up fast to do some food for us. But Zacky grab my wrist and made me fall on the bed. And he kissed me more passionately. 

We pulled away and I heard Zacky's stomach groan. "Come Zacky, what do you want for breakfast?" I told him as we made our way to the kitchen. After eating breakfast I got in my room and change into blue jeans and a 'V' neck black t-shirt. I wanted to be a little sexy for Zacky today, he had done so much for me yesterday. After I got dress my phone vibrate on my drawer. I check the message, it was from an unknown number, "You missed me? -Steven"  No! He couldn't know where I was? How? No! This can't be real. Why would my ex-boyfriend would text me after 4 years of complete silence. Why do he text me when I just found the right person for me. I threw my phone at wall. So hard that it almost did a hole. I ran downstairs and without even knocking on Zacky's door I open it. He was putting his shirt on. He looked at me and saw my face. I feel like I was living a nightmare again. He open up his arms and step forward to me. I dive in his embrace. Maybe that Zacky would leave, tired of my shit. "What happen Mary? I heard a loud bang before you got here" He ask as we sat on the edge of his bed.  "He texted me" I told him in a little voice. Scared that he might leave. But no, he stayed by my side. I put my head on his shoulder, I didn't even shared a tear for that asshole. He can die alone, he won't have me and he won't ruin the happiness I have now with Zacky.  "I'm here to protect you Mary, nothing can ever hurt you. I know I'm maybe not the strongest but I will do my best for you" He said as he stroke my hair gently. I look up to him, "I never ask for the strongest man on Earth. But to me you are the best Zacky, and this motherfucker can die alone" I told Zacky, determined to end this shit.  Zacky put a kiss on my lips and I saw that he was happy with how I reacted. 

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During the afternoon, while we were outside drinking and talking. Someone knock on my front door. I was scared that it might be my ex, I look at Zacky worried and he got up with me. He open the door, but finally it was my family. All of it. Lacey, Johnny, Jimmy, Leana, Michel, Valary, Matt and Brian. I sigh in relief that they were all there. We all went in the backyard. I sat on Zacky's lap to give place to others. They all looked at us with big grins on their faces, we just look at each other, both of our cheeks were now burning red, it was the first time that people saw us together as a couple and it felt fucking good to be his and that he's mine. And to make them smile even harder we kissed, just a little and innocent one. Everybody cheered around us. They are so sweet people.  "Why did Zacky answer earlier?" Brian ask, he knew something was wrong when he first came in. I look at Zacky, I was tired of repeating myself so I nodded at Zacky. And he told everything to the others, they were my family after all so why not tell them all. 

They understood my struggle and didn't judge me at all. Brian even got up and gave me a hug. "I'm going to kill him for hurting my little sister" Brian said in my hear, "Yeah but let me kill him first" I answer back at Brian and a smirk appeared on his face, you could see that all the guys were tense up, ready to hit and the girls were all on shock. "People! Stop thinking and let's drink and swim!" I told them all getting up and jumping in my pool. Jimmy jump just behind me and everybody followed.  I didn't care that I was all clothe up. The most important thing is that I was with people I loved and that they cared about me. At one point the guys took off their shirt but not Zacky, I found that weird because he seem to have a beutiful body, he shouldn't be shy. I swim to Zacky, his eyes were close I guess he just took the time to relax. I arrived next to him and he open his eyes, those beautiful green orbs. "Why don't you take off your shirt? It's hot today" I ask Zacky. He smirk "Only if you go and wear shorts" He said. I got out of the pool and got in my room and change into swim shorts I wasn't really shy of my legs when I was in the water, it was more of my belly. I got downstairs ready to see Zacky shirtless but he was waiting for me downstairs, he seemed stress, something was wrong. "Is everything okay Zee?" I ask him, worried about him. "I'm just not ready to do this you know. the others are all muscles up and I'm the one who seem fat. I don't want to take my shirt off sorry" Zacky admit to me, looking down and all sad. "Hey Zacky" I told him as I take his chin up. "Don't be sad I totally understand, I'm not comfortable with my belly either. And I accepted to wear my shorts because I'm in the water. Just know that I love you no matter what" I told him giving him a tight wet hug. We were walking back to the pool when Zacky grab me bridal style and we jump together in the pool. 

That was one of the best day ever.