Real Feelings

Chapter 7

ZACKY'S P.O.V

I walk to my house, the heart light and bright. I really like Mary, I really think I love her. I'm so close to say that I love her but she was so insecure sometimes and I had to find out why. Maybe an ex boyfriend. I don't know. I quickly arrived home and took a shower. I told my parents the situation and they thought that it was sad for Mary so they accepted, they new I was a responsible kid. I grab some clothes and put it in my big baseball bag. I had put grey sweat pant with a tight black t-shirt. and a black beanie. My black hair were sticking out nicely. I had to admit I looked good, but maybe Mary would think that I looked fat. So I put a big hoodie hiding my body. I looked like a potato bag but it was better than my body. 

 I walk up to Mary's house as fast as I can without running because I hated that. I decided to text her something nice instead of knocking on the door that would of probably scared her. "I'm outside your door princess"  I text her, hope that she wouldn't take the "princess" in the wrong way. The door flew open and there she was smiling widely. "I don't think a fucking princess would dress like that!" She said, I found it so cute when she used curse words because it sounded so cute when she wasn't angry saying those.  I couldn't resist it. I enter her house, grabbing her legs in my arms as i put my bag down and close the door with my feet. I pull Mary up in the air. She was laughing and she open her arms wide. She was living like a carefree person. I loved that. Other girls would of scream like "take me  down bla bla bla" But not Mary. Other girls would of put make up and wouldn't put their pyjamas when they knew a guy would come over. She had loose sleep pants and a big Slayer shirt. really comfy, she didn't even wear make up. And she was still the most beautiful girl I've ever seen. After a while I put her down, and then we were face to face, it was my time to move. But before I could do anything she took my hand and sat us on the couch. Maybe she wasn't ready.

We talk for a long ass time! And I loved it! I usually don't talk a lot but Mary just kept the conversation going and made me talk like no one else ever did. She was so interesting, I could listen to her forever. She have that sweet yet enthusiastic voice. But I needed to know something and I was scared that she would react in the wrong way but I had to know. Maybe it was the answer of why she was insecure.  "Did you ever had a boyfriend?" I ask her, with a serious but understanding look.

MARY'S P.O.V

Shit! The question I hoped he would never ask. But he did and I was stupid to think that he would of never asked it. Even me, I want to know he ever had a girlfriend. "Yeah, and you?" I ask him shortly ending my answer. It was the most simple way to answer. "Humm, yeah" He said a bit insecure. "How did it end?" I ask him, why did he seem so sad about that? Maybe he still liked her? Shit! 

"It ended bad. The girl was sweet at the beginning but after a couple months she started to insult me and tell me that I was worthless and fat. And all those stuff, she destroyed my self-confidence. Brian helped me break up with her, because I was too weak emotionally to do it myself" He finish looking down at his body. I got up and sat on his lap. He sat himself more upright and look at me all surprised. I took the end of his hoodie and look that he had a t-shirt under. I pull off his hoodie above his head and throw it on a chair. I place back his perfect beanie, shit Zacky looked so cute. "Zacky, you are the most beautiful and trust me sexy person I've ever had the chance to put my eyes on. You are funny and so sweet. You want to hear something true? You are the man of my dreams" I admit to him. His eyes seem surprise but so happy. He put his hands slowly but unsure on the side of my thigh. "You are the girl of my dreams too, but I want to know why you are so insecure about staying alone" Zacky ask, worried appeared in his beautiful eyes. I got off his lap but stayed close to his side. "Well, first. I was young and madly in love. He seem in love too. He was my first love and I gave him my virginity. I regret it so bad now. After that he became so jealous, I didn't had the right to wear what I wanted or talk to people that I wanted to. He didn't trust me after that. And my parents were always gone so he would come home whenever he wanted and he always wanted to have sex with me even if I didn't really wanted to. But if I didn't do it I know it would of been worst and after a while he just left me to go to with other girls telling me I was fat a a piece of shit. He took my personality away. That's why I'm scared. Please don't hate me Zacky" I told him really desperate and scared at the end. To my surprise, Zacky took me in his arms into a tight, warm and secure hug. Feeling his warm skin on mine, I nuzzle into his soft neck. He smelled so good. He put a soft kiss on my cheek.

"I'm so sorry that you had lived that Mary. Trust me, I would never hurt you like that. I would never force you to do anything. And I think I just got the best idea ever. If you want of course" He told me with a smile, I pulled away to look at his beautiful face still close to his hot chest. "What is it?" I ask happy that he didn't ran out the door and still liked me. "Wait, I got two questions for you!" Zacky said, I look at him with excitement! "Do you want to be my girlfriend Mary?" He ask. I know it's been only two days that we know each others but I really felt like Zacky is the right guy for me. We have talked so much and shared close things together and he understand me. He know how it feels when someone you love insult you and bring you down, so I'm sure that he would never do it.  I didn't say anything, I just kiss him, having his soft pink lips on mine was a delight. He kissed back and I could feel a smile on his lips. As I did. We pulled away and we both had a goofy smile on our face. "What was your other question?" I ask him softly. "Yeah I almost forgot, you kiss so perfectly" He said drowning his green eyes in my brown-greenish ones."Tell me or you won't have any others" I threatened him sweetly as I put a chaste kiss on his cute nose. "If you want, if it's too fast for you it's okay but I would find that easier if I can stay and live here. And when your parents would come back I can hide back in my house. What do you think?" He ask worried that I would refuse but this was a perfect idea I would be so happy!  "Yeah Zacky! You know that you are fucking perfect?!" I told him with a huge smile. "And you know that I like when you swear in a happy way?" Zacky said pulling me closer for a kiss. I couldn't believe that Zacky was my boyfriend he is so perfect. I just hope that everything will go alright.