Real Feelings

Chapter 11

It's been months that Zacky and I were living together. Everything had been great. No more nightmares, always falling asleep cuddling close to him. His scent of after shave made me feel secured. Today I woke up and it was my birthday, I was 18, same as Zacky for a little less than a month. But to my surprise there wasn't anybody else in the bed with me. I open my eyes and Zacky was gone. Maybe he just left me. I heard the front door close, I knew it was Zacky. I had gave him a key but was he getting out of the house or entering? I was feeling my world slowly fell apart but the cute face of my love appeared in the door frame. The worried flip away from me and a small smile appear on my face. "Happy Birthday Mary!" He said entering the room with a bouquet of red roses, a a dark red, it was pure romance to me. "You remembered my birthday?" I ask him all happy as I took the bouquet of those beautiful roses. "How could I forget the day that the most beautiful girl and my perfect girlfriend is born?" Zacky answered me softly and put a delicate kiss on my lips. "And I got another gift for you" He said sweetly pulling an envelop from his back pocket. My eyes were wide open, I was so happy that he didn't forget it. I open the envelop slowly savoring the moment. Zacky kept his eyes on my face to see my reaction. "It's tickets for .. METALLICA?!" I ask him as I started jumping around the room from so much excitement. I couldn't believe that I was seeing my favorite band for the first time! "I know you would be happy, the other guys got tickets too. I hope it's okay for you" He said hoping that I wouldn't get mad. I jump on his lap. "This is going to be the best birthday ever with you and my friends!" I said kissing him in a long energetic kiss. I felt so happy.

At the show, all the boys were there with Leana, we were the only two girls. Val and Michel had a family party and Lacey had to work. The show was totally amazing we were screaming the lyrics, we were sweating and the boys would run in the mosh pit. An amazing night. I didn't had any news of my parents for my birthday but I didn't give a fuck. Zacky was there for me and that's all mattered.

I parked my car in the driveway and we got out. Both of our bodies were sweaty from the earlier show. We enter the house and lock the door behind us. Everything was dark, the only light was from the moon. I put my arms behind Zacky's neck as he put his hands on my hip. "It's the best birthday ever" I whisper to Zacky. He smiled wild, showing off all his beautiful teeth. "I think you need to take off that shirt Zacky, you'r all sweaty" I told him in a sexy voice. I was ready to give myself to him. I wanted him so badly. He is so sexy. In the low light of the moon I could see him blushing. He took all his courage and look at me with a serious look. "Do it" He told me with a sexy smirk on his pink lips as he send me a wink. God I couldn't ask for more. I took the end of his shirt and throw it somewhere in the living room. Zacky had nothing to be scared of! His body was perfect, he was slim, he almost made me uncomfortable as I was thinking that my body wasn't that perfect. I couldn't take my eyes off his chest, I just couldn't believe that he was my boyfriend.

Zacky took my chin up and kissed me. It was passionate and with need as we walk to our room who was Zacky's room. I had enough and thought that was the right moment, so I pulled away of the kiss and throw my t-shirt away only leaving me with my black bra. I felt Zacky's eyes on my body and I hold my stomach back so it would look less big. I didn't felt comfortable at all at that moment. Zacky grab me by the butt as my legs were on each side of him. I look in his green eyes, I couldn't hold the worried that I was feeling. "Babe, you are perfect stop worrying. I love you" He said softly showing all the love in his eyes. I smile and we continue to kiss, he guide us to our room and close the door with his foot. He lean his back against the closed door and put me down. I pulled away, "before we go any further I need to take something off of you" I told him seductively. He look at me with a smirk and those gorgeous green eyes. I bend down and took his socks off. "Sorry, I can't if they are not out" I told him before putting my hands on his perfect chest. He laughed and kiss me again. His tender lips that I could never get enough of it. My hand slowly made their way down his belt that I undid. And I felt his jeans fall down to his ankles. I felt a smile on his lips. I push his jeans on the other side of the room and he put me softly on the bed sheets.

The rest of our clothes ended up on the floor with the others. Our body were moving his sink, I didn't felt force to do anything, I felt love and complete with Zacky. He made me feel special and unique. We were two young kids making love to the sound of our moans and the scream of each others name. A perfect new start with Zacky. He showed me what love really was. It's all about respecting the other and having real feelings for the other.