I'm trying my best to save you I wish I was there with you with all my heart I wish I could take the blade out of your hand and give you the blood in order for you to survive your life of hopelessness I wish you could be saved I wish you can listen to me I wish I could make up the words in my head that'll let you know that I'm a trusted friend that can help you night and day I would do anything to help you and cure your life but I'm just hopeless at this point please be safe please be careful please be with god and understands he loves you and doesn't wish this upon you I love you Hannah you're my big sister I would save you if I got a ticket just in time to get on a plane and take your blade down I wish you were here beside me even if you aren't dead yet I know you're dying I wish I was there if only wishes came true.
I'm sorry guys for the depressing chapter I just wanted to explain in simple words why I've been gone for so long and why some of you messaging me I've ignored I've been trying hard to save a friend from dying and today is the day she's promising to do so I'm trying my best but she's blocked me on all accounts I'm not getting to her I don't want to be lonely again again I'm sorry please forgive me for being depressed and not in this book I'll be uploading soon.
