Falling for him(completed)

Catching feelings 2

Takeoff and Angela are both going to have a P.O.V in this chapter. Take is first tho. Shit! Is about to get Lit!!!!
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Take:
I walk upstairs and go to Angela room. I knock and she answers. Her eyes are red as fuck and they low, as if she smoke but she doesn't. "Hey." I say. "Hi Takeoff. If your here to talk-. "Yes I am here to talk about you and Quavo, but you mostly." I say honestly. "Nun'. I just don't wanna be a side anymore. I ain't got raised for 19 years for such. I'm good." She says. "Then why you crying? Ain't he your best friend? He would understand." I say sitting next to her. "Yes he is my bestie, but Take, I don't wanna end it, but I can't hurt or destroy another relationship. That ain't me." She says with tears falling down her face. "Then, be the strong self that you are and walk away. Act like actual best friends. Why is it hard for yah to let go of him?" I ask while comforting her. "Take, am I wrong for me to be falling for him?" She asks. Bitch I fuckin' knew! "Nope. Ion think so. Shit is normal. "So why you letting go if you in love? Ain't no body gon' snitch on you and Unc, y'all safe as fuck here." I say. "Sometimes we let go of shit we love to stay out of trouble and pain." She says crying again. "Well, from my personal view, you scared that if y'all do end up together, he might do the same shit he doing now. Well you see, sometimes you get what you want and need in ways you don't wanna get it, but you will feel like it's worth it at the end. Trust. I personally think you didn't wanna love him in this way. I think you already loved him, you just loving him harder, but you didn't want the love to grow out of an affair. You wanted it innocent." I say. She cries even harder. "Take, I'm afraid, you know the last time I loved this way, Luke was the last one to laugh, he was the one that felt less pain than I did. I'm scared I might get hurt the way I did. Take I'm scared, I'm scared that if I fall in deeper, I will see them both happy, it hurts to know I'm on the side. Ion want that shit. I can't love him freely Take, I have to-. She started getting an Asthma attack. She was crying too much. I picked her up and let her breath. Her pump was in her Rari! Fuck! "Calm down, breath in and out, Angela. Breath. Imma go get your pump." She nods. I run downstairs and pass the gang. "Wassup why you running?" Quavo asked. "Angela is having an attack!" I yell as I run outside. Quavo runs upstairs, I run upstairs with him. "Angie, breath Babylon, breath." Quavo says. I give her the pump and she pumps it three times and calms down. I sigh in relief she straight. Quavo hugs her when she is calm and he hugs her, I've never seen Quavo like this. He in love with her, Ion know why he wasting time, he could dump Kendra and be with Angela and it's all good. "Thanks guys." Angela says. We nod. "You good? Want some water?" Qua asks. She nods. He leaves the room. "Angela, don't stress yourself please. Rest and we will talk when you straight." I say, I kiss her on her forehead and she nods. I meet Qua halfway, I stop him. "Unc don't speak to her bout shit, just leave it where it is." I say. He nods.
Shit scary!
I walked back downstairs before Unc get down. "She falling for him?" Rel asks. "Hardcore!" I say. "Damn, I feel bad for her, I'm sure she crying cause she don't wanna compete." Set says. "You know I've never seen a girl cry for anyone of us like that, even for Unc, she loved him before there was even anything." I say. "Nigga, what do you think they talking bout?" Set asks. We shrug. "She strong, the shit Quavo told me about her history, I understand why she is in so much pain." Coach K says and Rel nods. "What her history?" Set asks. "Nigga, that for you to ask Quavo, but nigga no lady should go such shit, it makes me feel bad bout being a player." Rel says. We heard Quavo door bang. Damn! Today ain't a good night. "Wow!" Set says.
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Angela:
"Here's your water." Quavo says. "Thanks." I say blankly. "Angela... Ion want yah to cry bout this shit. Look speak to me, please. Ion want our friendship to go down like this. Babylon wassup?" He asks. "Quavo there ain't shit to talk about." I say coldly. "Well I believe there is." He states. "Well stay like that. Maybe God can help you, Ion know." I said. "Wow, really?!" He semi yells. "Qua, please get out, I'm really tired, I wanna sleep, leave please." I plead. "Fine suit yourself. He gets out and I hear the door bang. My eyes sting with tears and walk to the bathroom to shower. I strip naked and get in the shower. I cry quietly in the shower. I'm in pain cause I love Quavo, but he wouldn't choose between Kendra and I. I know he won't. Even if he chose me, I feel I would get disappointed at the end. My love won't be worth it. I'm scared to love. The reason why I'm sad cause, I heard what Teyana and Qua spoke about. Our plan was to scare em', but as soon as I heard my name in their mouths, I realised I was more a mission to Quavo than someone he loved. Fuck it! What did I think! He is a fuckin rapper, he famous, obviously he gon' be a player. Angela your so fuckin' dumb! You did this to yourself. Why do I always fall in love with the wrong people. Ughh! Fuck it. I lotion my body and get into my onsie. I call my mom.
Phone convo:
Me:hey momma
Momma: hey baby how you doing?
Me: had an Asthma attack, but I'm good.
Momma: oh my baby, I wish you never had that Asthma shit, sorry baby, sounds like you been crying?
Me: it's okay mom. Yeah I have, I'm just scared of falling in love mom.
Momma: you know you already in love, don't lie to meh. Wassup?
Me: mom I think I'm more a mission to Quavious than I am a person he loves. I sob.
Momma: baby wipe those tears. Baby, make yourself a difficult mission. Show him that you not going to make it easy for him, baby girl, shine. Don't let this eat you up. Niggas ain't shit! I always tell you and sister. Baby listen to meh, don't you dare cry for him, you don't see him broken cause he ain't with you, he don't care. But I feel like he like you. I feel like he testing you. Ion see him like that. But baby watch out. I love you baby.
Me: mom I'm in love with him, I fell for him in the worst way possible. I feel like shit.
Momma: child, whatchu mean worst way possible?!
Me: uhmm.....
Momma: you still having yalls affair. Child what I say to you? She smacks her lips. I told you that I ain't raise you to be a side. Child!
Me: I laugh at my momma. Momma I know. I know. I should listen to you more now. I see. Mom I just really want advice.
Momma: well my advice is stop crying. Second advice is be a bad fuckin' bitch! Be a natural! Babe rule that mansion. Never put yourself second. You ain't no queen. You KING. you hear me? You gon' do you, if you doing you is you loving Qua, then so be it baby, love him. You can't and you will never control feelings. Baby I love you. Embrace the love people have for you. Don't embrace shit that don't mean shit.
Me: mom you so fuckin extra. I giggle. Buh yah right, Imma be king. I do love Quavo, but I just don't have the strength. I can't compete. Mom I can't. I find myself crying.
Mom, I'm sorry, I love you. See you tomorrow.
Momma: baby. It's okay. I love you too. Don't let him see you crying! Bye baby :-)
Me: bye mommas.
*drop call*
I cry quietly. I can't sleep. Ughh! I walked downstairs sniffling. I'm in pain. "Angela?" "Fuck! Rel you scared the shit outta me." I say. "Sorry, umm, I know we always having each other, but I care bout you, I wanna know wassup. You love him?" H asks. "Umm... yea- yeah. I do lo- love him." I say crying. "Heyy, shhhh shhhh. It's alright." He says. "Rel, I'm hurt cause it's either I compete for him with Kendra or I just let go and Ion have the strength to compete with her. I've competed for love but at the end it was shit. I'm in so much-." "Breath. Ion want you to faint. Angela.... it's okay." He says. He hugs me and I cry in his arms. He carries me upstairs into my room. He lays me down and I doze off.
Today was the craziest day I've had in Atlanta. The Nawf side gon' end me.
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