im tired.
not the sleepy tired
or the exhausted tired.
just tired;
in general.
im tired of my life,
my friends,
my family,
my existence.
im tired of myself,
my imperfections
and my flaws,
my self esteem,
my self destruction.
im tired of the judgmental faces,
the disapproving stares,
the mocking laughs,
the threatening glares.
im tired of being alone,
and being lonely.
of being left behind,
and being left out.
im tired of being taken for granted,
of being used,
of being mistreated,
of being bitched at.
im tired,
don't you get that.
im tired of hurting others
and of hurting myself.
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A Collection of Poems (Publishing)
PoetryExplore my entrance from adolescence into adulthood as I experience internal struggles such as depression and social anxiety, as well as awkward situations and first loves. It's gonna be shit show.