I'm sitting here,
inspired by the thunder and the lighting;
the simplicity of the night.
And I wonder,
why I always write in the dark
in the middle of the night,
And why I always feel compelled
to express my feelings
to pretty much strangers.
And then, I remember
that I have no one
to share my feelings with
because I'm afraid of the ones who know me
to judge me
and a stranger can't judge you
because they don't even know you.
So, that is why I write.
But why do I write in the dark?
Maybe because the dark is where I can be myself
and hide myself.
Maybe because the dark is like me,
Lonely and scared,
and always having people run away from them.
But why do I write in the middle of the night?
Maybe because that's when I'm myself
When no one is around to judge me
or to see me cry
Maybe it's simply because of my insomnia.
So here I sit,
wondering and thinking.
Looking at the thunder through my window,
and I write.
But not only to vent
or to express my feelings,
but to see if someone, anyone
shares the same feelings as me.
And if we do,
just know that you're not alone,
you're not in the dark.
We're in this together at least.
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A Collection of Poems (Publishing)
PuisiExplore my entrance from adolescence into adulthood as I experience internal struggles such as depression and social anxiety, as well as awkward situations and first loves. It's gonna be shit show.
