I'm sitting here, 
                              inspired by the thunder and the lighting;
                              the simplicity of the night. 
                              And I wonder, 
                              why I always write in the dark 
                              in the middle of the night,
                              And why I always feel compelled
                              to express my feelings 
                              to pretty much strangers.
                              And then, I remember
                              that I have no one
                              to share my feelings with
                              because I'm afraid of the ones who know me
                              to judge me
                              and a stranger can't judge you
                              because they don't even know you. 
                              So, that is why I write. 
                              But why do I write in the dark?
                              Maybe because the dark is where I can be myself
                              and hide myself.
                              Maybe because the dark is like me,
                              Lonely and scared,
                              and always having people run away from them.
                              But why do I write in the middle of the night?
                              Maybe because that's when I'm myself
                              When no one is around to judge me
                              or to see me cry
                              Maybe it's simply because of my insomnia. 
                              So here I sit, 
                              wondering and thinking. 
                              Looking at the thunder through my window,
                              and I write. 
                              But not only to vent
                              or to express my feelings,
                              but to see if someone, anyone
                              shares the same feelings as me. 
                              And if we do,
                              just know that you're not alone,
                              you're not in the dark. 
                              We're in this together at least.
                                      
                                          
                                   
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A Collection of Poems (Publishing)
PoetryExplore my entrance from adolescence into adulthood as I experience internal struggles such as depression and social anxiety, as well as awkward situations and first loves. It's gonna be shit show.
 
                                               
                                                  