Stalking Is A Passion // Jaiden Animations

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Nov. 16

I tried talking to Jax today and he wont talk to me about his sister. I kept telling him that I just want to tell her that I love her and that we were meant for each other but he said that he'll just tell her about it.

It's stressing me out. HE's stressing me the fuck out. I just want to meet his sister and talk to her. Isnt it too much to ask? I AM DESTINED TO BE WITH HER.

Im starting to hate Jaiden's brother now, he's just like my parents. An obstacle that needs to be destroyed.

Who am I to kill Jax? He's Jaiden's brother after all. She will miss him if I ever try to dispose him, and she'll hate me for it.

By the way, I'm going to keep track of harming myself because my day won't be complete if I don't feel the instant pain from the knife I used to kill my parents with.

I just want to remind myself that I'm alive and not dreaming.

Nov. 17

What did I do? Why did I kill my parents? Oh my god... IM SUCH A FUCK UP! I DONT WANT THEM TO DIE! IM BETTER OFF DEAD AND NOT CAUSE ANYONE TROUBLE.

I dont deserve to live, I deserve the pain. I deserve this pain, every cut in my body, every burn, everything.

They were right... I'm a psychopath.

Nov. 18

I woke up yesterday with blood on my clothes and on my bed. Every inch of my body hurts in every move, it's bearable and it helps me know that I'm real.

Yesterday was the worst day of my life. Butchering my body with deep cuts that might be infected is the worst.

But the motivation today is high to find my love Jaiden.

So, a few hours passed and I tried to find my Jaiden, instead of finder her I found James. Theodd1sout.

Watching him walk freely is making my blood boil. He is the guy everyone is shipping MY Jaiden with and I dont see why they think they're cute for each other?

He's not masculine as I thought he would be and he's ugly as fuck. He doesnt deserve my Jaiden, my beautiful Jaiden.