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I slammed my diary shut and grab the razor from my side and started slashing my thighs.
I sobbed as I kept going, cuts after cuts till the blood started to drip down the tiled floor of the bathroom.
I deserve this.
My tears kept pouring till it dripped on my open cuts making me hiss on the sudden wave of unexpected pain.
I immediately stood up took a shower, scrubbing every inch of my body till my skin got irritated.
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After doing some drug dealing, I got my paycheck of the month which is a thousand from Mr. High. So after getting the money, I decided to buy the supplies that I need for a kidnapping.
I mean, come on, think about it. What happens if I found James or Tony somewhere and it was the only chance I got to get them and I dont have anything on me to do the kill?
I have to be prepared or else James and Tony would always just be on my way.
I finally arrived on a shabby hardware store and grab a cart. I started looking through every aisle trying to find tools to torture someone with.
Screwdriver? No.
Pliers? I think I can use that. I grabbed the pliers and put it in my cart. As I was searching for more tools, I bumped into a tall built man which I immediately apologized.
"What is a little girl doing in here?" The tall dude asked, his eyes going up and down my body while chewing his gum loudly making me cringe.
"I'm just trying to find tools to torture someone" I said in a monotone voice, looking at the man straight in the eyes.
My answer took the guy off guard making his jaw drop and the gum dropping on the floor, if I'm in a good mood I couldve laughed but Im not so I just stared blankly at him.
"Wow, I didnt expect that coming from a frail little girl" the tall guy responded, popping a new set of gum in his mouth, "Do you want some help?"
I considered his request, I slowly nodded at him, "I think I do. What do you have in mind?" I asked.
The man started walking to the power tools section and I raised a brow but didnt say anything.
"Tortured someone before and I think this is good" the man said, pulling out a small saw, "Its not much but its sharp as fuck and if you put pressure on your person's limb, it will make him insane"
I nodded, grabbing the saw and chucked it on my cart.
Today's a fun day.
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I finally finished buying my tools with the help of the man and I gave him 20 dollars for being kind to help me buy and for driving me home.
I immediately placed all my supplies on a vacant room in my apartment and laid it out neatly on the floor. I went to the kitchen and grab 2 chairs and place it on the vacant room as well for James and Tony.
I smiled at the sight, every kind of knives are placed perfectly in one line from biggest to smallest, the power tools also laid on the floor then some rope, duct tape and lots of ziplocks.
I jumped in anticipation, "This is going to be fun!" I squealed while clapping.
James and Tony doesn't know what's going to come to them, they didnt know that they're already dead.
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Dec. 26,
Met a nice man on the hardware store today. He helped me pick some tools to torture Tony and James. I can't fucking wait! This is amazing!
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I was gone cos i was stuck with the plot but I decided that this is just a shit book and idc if the plot is shit lol.
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