Little cousin (adopted by Shane Dawson)

Chapter 11:

Chapter 10:
(Day 3)

I quickly blink my eyes open and look around, I'm no longer pressed up against Garret, and his space is discarded.

He's obviously left and gone home, I mean that's what normal people do, they don't just sit around with their friends niece.

I sigh and stretch my limbs out, spotting Snorry on the floor and quickly picking him and placing him in my arms, there's no way I'm leaving him about in this house full of my cousins who despise me.

It's too risky, and I can't bear to loose Snorry, I've had my adorable little plush for almost all my life.

The house is quiet, and I don't know if everyone's just tired from the late night, or if I've woken early again.

My mind still can't get over Garret helping me out, nobody every fine anything like that before, sure, my parents were nice, but they never came and comforted me after the memories came crashing down on my conscience like that.

Most people would be mean to me about them, and I specifically remover an overnight school trip I had where I had been screaming and then woken up, to which a girl had quite prominently hit me deep in the stomach for the next morning.

I sigh, and push myself from my thoughts, standing up and walking to the door, leaving the house and going into the garden swiftly, I need to talk to Blake, I didn't talk to him last night again and it's getting to me.

I can't be distracted from him, it's not fair on him, it still should have been me whose gone, not the sweet boy that he was, whose now stuck floating around the empty space around me.

I find myself sitting under a tree, sheltering myself from the early morning sun, I can't even imagine how messy my hair looks right now, but I don't care at the moment, it can wait.

"Blake, I'm sorry for not speaking to you" I say, trying to stop myself from braising out into tears from the guilt.

"But I-I've been having a good time here, and I finally went to Hottopic, I removed you always wanting to visit, you spent a lot of money getting me those half and half jeans for my birthday from America that I wanted so badly.

Shane, our uncle, he's really nice Blake, you would've really liked him, and his friend garret is a sweetheart too, I wish you were here right now" I say, but then pause, hearing noises from inside, I don't want to be caught talking to Blake, I don't want to get sent back to a fucking institution.

"I have to go now Blake, but I'll try and catch up with you as my as I can, I love you so much" I say quietly, before stopping my speech and standing up, rubbing the grass from my jeans which I slept in.

I brush my hair from my face and flick it over, walking towards the door to which I see Ryland stood with the dogs like yesterday, he must walk them early every single day.

Which I huge him credit for, me and Blake had a pet rat who we loved to pieces, but we always forgot to clean out his cage, and give him fresh water, and all the maintenance parts of having a pet, but also to be fair we were only about eight years old when he had Shadow.

Before I reach the door I see it click open, Ryland walking out with Uno and un-named/honey.

He looks confused to see me, but his face instantly morphs into an emotion I can't read, I've never been good at reading people.