Blinded (BTS V)

Chapter 9

— I'm happy to know that you care for me but why it took you so long?

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Lee's POV

"Tae, wake up" I whispered beside him as I hold onto his hand so tightly.

His lifeless hand, too hurt to be held. But I still hold it in mine, hoping that he will soon wake up and held my hand back.

He survived the tragic accident. He survived through the emergency surgery. But unluckily, the strong impact on his head has put him into a coma. Neither the doctor nor us know when he will wake up. But for sure, I will took time.

What frightened me the most is the fact that you might as well lost your memories. The doctor haven't confirm anything yet since you were still in coma, so no test could be make. But 50% confirmed that you might lost your memories.

Even at the thought of it scares me. If it happens that you lost your memories, will you still remember me? Or will you forget me? Bonus question — will you still love me?

God, the thought of it had caused me to tear up. It fears me so much to even imagine that. I held onto his hand tighter, planting a kiss on it gently as I put it on my cheek.

"Tae, wake up. I miss you so much already" I said weakly to him.

Stitches and bandages here and there. How can I survive to stare at the fragile figure of his like this? The Tae that I used to see is the one who is strong, cheerful and bubbly. Not a weak, fragile and was laid here lifeless. Oh it pains me so much.

"Lee" Someone called me.

I turned around to see Jimin standing beside me. Jimin just as same as me. He has been crying for hours, scared of losing Tae just like how I felt. His eyes were red and puffy, it looks terrible from too much crying.

"Here, go and change" He handed me a bag with my clothes in it to change.

I took it and thanked him but he shook his head to me.

"No, it's not me who take this for you" He told me.

"Then who?" I asked him in confusion.

"Your father. He came by earlier and saw you just sit here with Tae. So he handed it to me" He told me and I nodded my head.

I stood up, "Sit here. Have a moment with Tae while I go and take a shower".

He nodded his head before settled down beside Tae. He held Tae's big hand into his small hands and caressed it softly. I gave him a time for himself as I saw how his shoulder tensed to let out another cries.

I headed to the bathroom there with the bag and locked the door after I closed it. Thankfully the bathroom was spacious. So I would have no problem to remove this dress in here.

I reached for the zip on my back so that I could took this dress off. I struggled so much to unzip it but eventually did. I don't want to go out and ask for Jimin to do it for me while he cries his eyes out for another round. I don't want to disturb his emotional self.

After I took off the dress, I put it on the sink. I removed my undergarments and put it there too. I then quickly took a warm shower to ease the aching and tension muscles of my body.