Blinded (BTS V)

Chapter 11

— I love you and will you still love me even after all that has happened?

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Prepare your tissues!
There's too many crying scenes and I cried :')

Lee's POV

"Thank you for your cooperation, doctor. We can't stay here any longer, that's why we asked you to help us transfer our son to America" I overheard Mrs Kim conversation with the doctor who is incharge on Tae.

"It's not a big problem. You just have to fill the form" The doctor said.

"Sure" She said before the doctor shows them the way to fill a form for Tae's transfers.

I looked at Jimin with teary eyes. He gave me a sad smile before pulling me into his embrace, hugging me as he too was sad.

"What if when Tae wakes up, he doesn't remember me? Remember us?" I asked Jimin, sobbing in his arms at the thought of it.

"No, it will not happen. Tae loves us, why would he forget us?" Jimin said, trying to brush off the negative thoughts.

"But Jimin, I always hurt him. I made him cry, I made him suffer and I also... caused his accident" I choked on tears, "What if he forgets me?".

Jimin hugged me tighter, "No, Lee. He loves you more than a friend. He loves you so much even though he always cry because of you. I'm sure he will be searching for you as soon as he woke up".

I cried harder. No matter how hard I try to believe his words, I will always end up believing the opposite. Do I deserve to be love by him? Do I deserve him?

I pulled away from Jimin, wiping away my tears as I tried to calm myself. I took a deep breath and let it out slowly. I repeat it until I was finally calm.

A minute later, Mr Kim and Mrs Kim came back to the room. They entered the room and looked at us. They smiled before coming to us, sitting across from us.

"Jimin, Lee" She called us.

"Yes, Mrs Kim" We answered in unison.

"We have to tell you this" She said, looking at her husband.

Oh no, my tears. Please no.

"W-What is it?" I asked, stuttering as I was holding back my tears.

"We will be going back to America tomorrow.. with Taehyung" She finally said it.

And guess what? The tears I was holding back has finally make its way down my cheeks. My heart crashed to thousand pieces. The nightmare is coming to my way.

"T-T-That early?" I asked, biting my lip to prevent myself from crying more.

"I'm sorry but yes, that early. We need to get home as soon as possible" She apologised, looking at both of us sadly.

I swallowed down the pain I felt and forced out a big smile, "It's okay. I.. I understand. This is for the sake of his health, right? If Tae will get better there, I'm okay with it".

I forced out a laugh, trying to hide the sadness that clearly written all over my face. I looked at Jimin with a big smile and he just showed me his sad smile.

"I'll be going out for some.. fresh air. Excuse me" I said, helding back the frown on my face as I was going to cry.

I excused myself from them and quickly ran out from the room. I ran all the way up, to the rooftop of the hospital. I needed fresh air, I needed oxygen because I could barely breathe due to the pain I feel in my chest. Somebody just please, wake me up from this worst nightmare.