Twilight reversed

Part 13

   I see Jacob at school. Wait what is he doing here? He goes to school on the reservation.
   "Bella, I'm sorry I didn't call you."
  I walk on silently.
    "Why aren't you talking to me?!"
     " You kissed me! And you didn't even bother to call?! I can't deal with you right now!"
      " Bella wait! Look, I know I messed up ok! I get it. You're pissed! But I'm not perfect. That was my first kiss! I didn't know what to do!"
      "Well you could've used a little common sense. Cause that was my first kiss too! You kind of ruined it! So thanks a lot Jacob."
  I walk off without looking back. He deserved what he got. But that was his first kiss? Really? I walk into the halls and run into Edward.
    "Are you ok? You're hearts racing."
     " I'm fine Edward."
Then I storm off. Yeah I know I could've handled that a little better. But, I don't know anymore. There's no one I can really count on. Everyone has their own secrets. Everyone's a human being. No ones perfect. I hate them both. But I also love them both. It's like a big swirling tornado inside my head and heart. I can't stop myself from going back and forth with them. It's like a viscous game of tug of war.