It's officially official, I'm in love with Jacob. I can't stop thinking about him. Even when me and Edward were on our date I thought about Jacob. When I'm upset he's the first person I turn to. When I'm happy I'm usually with him. It's like he is my world. If he left I'd just fall to pieces. I think he's sick though. He hasn't been answering the phone lately and Billy says he's been sleeping a ton lately. I told him he might have mono. And he said," Now Bella I know you and Jacob like each other, but you didn't give my boy mono now did you?"
I had nothing to say to that. I mean yeah, we've kissed a few times. But not a ton and when we did kiss it wasn't steamy. At all, it was just like a little peck or something. I'm not ready for anything more and I don't think he is either. My whole life depends on him right now. But he's far away like in another world. And I can't get through to him. I've seen him out with Sam and Paul. So if he is sick he's at least healthy enough to pick up the darn phone when I call. Besides he used to say that the people who were in Sams little gang or whatever they are were like stupid people on steroids. He said he would never join them no matter what. I guess he lied to me. He left me for a pack of dogs or whatever the heck they are. I hate him now, but I also can't save myself from loving him.
Sorry I haven't updated in a while and that this chapter is so short. It's the end of the year and we have our tests coming up plus I'm moving so I gotta pack too. Anyways I should have the next chapter ready soon. Sorry it took
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Twilight reversed
RomantikWhat would happen if Bella chose Jacob instead of Edward? Why don't you find out in twilight reverses. P.s. all of the characters belong to Stephanie Meyer. I hope you read thanks! Oh and by the way I am 11 years old and this is my first story, I'm...
