Is It Worth It All(violate)ON HOLD

Chapter 1

The decision was made. Today will be the day Chad and Patrick walk out of this tall building with a beautiful daughter in their hands. They have filled out the paper work and the social worker came to their home last week to make sure everything was alright.

They walked in, hand in hand, inside the building. They had already decided who they were going to adopt. Her name was Violet, she was the beautifullest baby girl they have ever layed eyes on. Her parents tragically died in a car crash a few months after she was born. She had no one else to take care of her so they brought her to a foster home.

Chad and Patrick came out hours later with Violet in their hands. They had huge smiles plastered on their face. Today was the greatest day they've ever had.

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One year Later...

Chad and Patrick were having the best moments of their lives. Violet was an amazing little angel, even though she kept them up at night with her cries, she was still their little angel. They took pictures of her everywhere they went. She even said her first word, which was "dadda". A few months after that she took her first steps. They were so proud of her that day. They were a happy family.

two years later...

Violet was now three years old. She learned how to walk a year ago, and now she was unstoppable. She went to pre-school and didn't cry as much as the other kids. At home she would always hide away in small places where Chad and Patrick would never find her. She would stuff anything she saw around in her small mouth. She was a handfull, and yet she was still their amazing little angel.

four years later...

It was Violets 7nth birthday today. She was having fun playing around with the other kids out in the backyard. She didn't really have that much friends, but Chad had invited some children from the neighborhood to play. She was the happiest girl in the world, along with Chad and Patrick.

two days later...

It was 8:00 pm and Violet was in the living room coloring with her crayons, when the phone rang. Nobody came to get it, so instead she answered.

"hello" she said.

"Uhm...is...Patrick home?" the other person on the line said, in a shaky voice.

"Yes, who is this?" she asked.

"Uhm...De-" the line went dead.

She hung up and walked upstairs to look for Patrick. She knocked on his and Chads' bedroom door.

"Come in, honey" they replied. She turned the knob and slowly walked in. She saw them both sitting down in bed watching tv. Chad resting his head on Patricks chest.

"Duffy, some weird guy was on the phone asking for you" Duffy is what she called Patrick since she was 4 years old. She walked over to the bed and as soon as she said that Chad snapped his head to look at Patrick.

Patrick was seeing Dereck, a guy he met online, behind Chads back. Dereck didn't mean anything to him, he loved Chad. He was just simply looking for a good time or at least that's what he always told himself. He had the most amazing family there could ever be, and he wasn't going to throw all that away for some guy he met online.

"Uhm...did he say a name, sugar plum?" He asked, trying to not sound as nervous as he was. He had to come up with an excuse and fast.

"No, duffy...he just hung up" she frowned. She loved giving Patrick good news, it made her smile. Patrick, was her favorite dad of them both. She loved Chad, but she felt closer with Patrick.

"Oh, it must have been the plumber I called yesterday...it's okay sugar plum" He said with a smile. She walked over to him and planted a huge kiss on his cheek. She walked over to Chads' side and gave him a hug, no kiss. She then quickly ran back downstairs to continue coloring.

Violet POV

I was coloring in the book me and Duffy were making together. It had drawings he made with me. I was just decorating a bit. He promised me that he'll work on it with me tomorrow when he gets out of work.

I was trying to make a perfect line across the top of the page when I heard screaming.

"DON'T FUCKING LIE TO ME PAT, YOU'RE SEEING SOMEONE BEHIND MY BACK, RIGHT?!!...ANSWER ME!!

I got scared so I went to hide under a table. This has never happened before and it makes me sad seeing them yell like this.

"I'M NOT LYING TO YOU...I love you and I would never hurt you that way!" the yelling died down a little, but not completely because I could still hear them from where I was.

"Liar! you don't love me anymore! You have been distant towards me latley!" said Chad. It sounded like he was crying.

"I fucking love you Chad! Never in your life say I don't! We have a beautiful family and there's nothing in the world that could make me happier!"

It stopped after that, I was glad it did or I would've broken down Into tears if I heard more. I hope they worked it out. I felt really tired so I headed up to my parents room so they would tuck me in bed. A few minutes later Duffy walked in my room.

"What happened, Duffy?" I asked and he gave me a warm smile.

"Nothing sugar plum, everything's alright, now go to sleep."He said and walked over to me and gave me a kiss on my forehead.

"I love you, duffy" I said with a smile.

"I love you too, sugar plum" He then walked out of my room and I immediately found myself dozing off into sleep.