Last First Kiss

chapter 18:)

            It has been a week since Harry found my tattoos and I am still refusing to talk to him. He has tried to apologize and talked to me but I wasn’t having any of it. The concerts have been amazing I have dressed up as all the boys by now. It was kind of awkward when I dressed up as Harry but other than Harry it was really fun. I had to borrow one of Zayns varsity jackets and it was so big and weighed like 100 pounds. Niall was so scared to let me borrow one of his snapbacks but eventually let me. I have to say my favorite outfit was Liams, and im not saying that just because I am dating him. I wore one of his plaid shirts, that smelt like him and I smelled it all night, and some cut off jeans shorts. I finally got use of my cowboy boots Harry bought me for my birthday. I wish I wore jeans instead though because walking to the tour bus right now is freezing! How could it be this cold in late May!

            “Brook if your teeth chatter anymore they’re going to fall out” Zayn said next to me.

            “I cant help it! Im cold its freezing out here!” Liam gave me a hug and rubbed my arms trying to warm me up but it wasn’t working. Harry took off his blazer and handed it to me “here” I made a sound of disgust and pushed his blazer away, I would rather freeze to death then wear something of his. I know im probably over reacting but of all people I never expected my brother to call me names he knows ive been bullied my whole life and how insecure and I am and he just goes and calls me a slut.

            “babe please take his jacket, you don’t have to talk to him I don’t want you to freeze” Liam whispered so only I could hear. God why did out of all the boys, Harry be the only one to wear a jacket.

            “fine but only because you asked me” I took blazer and pulled it on quickly and saw Harry hide a smile but I looked away looked at Liam smiling down at me

            “I liked your outfit tonight, plaid definitely looks better on you then it does me”

“I disagree but thanks I just wish I wore jeans” he frowned again and I knew he was worrying about me I kissed his cheek “I’m fine, stop worrying”

“well were almost to the tour bus and I will make you hot coco with mini marshmallows, thanks god this area is blocked out from the fans, I love them but I just feel like passing out right now”

“well then lets just skip the hot chocolate and just right to bed” I winked and saw everyone else look at us with open mouths. “eww guys I wasn’t talking about that! Such pervs and its not like none of you guys have never done it. Lou. El. I may be on bottom bunk but I still have ears” everyone started laughing but Eleanor just looked down at the ground blushing.

“hey at least you guys don’t have to sleep right under it!” Harry added and Lou pushed him and said “awe im sure I will be hearing things when Amanda gets here next week”  

“you wont be hearing a thing Louis, Amanda isn’t like that!” I stuck up for my friend and gave Harry an evil look telling him nothing better happen or else. It was the first time I even made some type of contact with him other than a grut in a week. I really missed having my brother to talk to but that doesn’t make me any less pissed.

“damn you and Liam are perfect for each other, mummy and daddy direction” Niall said as we finally got to the bus. Smiled, me and Liam were perfect together.

“well I know shes perfect” Liam said and kissed my head. Someone made a gagging sound and Liam opened the door for me and I ran inside to the heat.

“shut up Niall don’t be jealous! They are so cute!” Eleanor said and her and Louis sat next to me on the couch. Liam was in the kitchen making me hot chocolate. Harry went up to bed Zayn is taking a shower and Niall is sitting on the ground