Last First Kiss

Chapter 30:)

" they what!" I screamed at a hysterical Amanda.

"I went in Harry's room to say bye and tell him how you were... Doing because he seemed so worked up about you... And the lights were off and it was quite so I went to his... Bedroom and they were.. He was..."

"Oh dear god please tell me this is a sick joke"

"I wish it was, I wish I could say that Harry didn't cheat on me with my bestfriend" Harry bursted through my door looking out of breath and crying, but I didn't care at this moment I want to kill him for hurting my friend. I knew this was going to happen but no one listens to Brook do they

"Amanda...let me.. Explain..."

"No Harry get out before I have someone force you out! How could you do this to Amanda 'the women you love' I can't believe you I knew you couldn't deal with a relationship this is why I didn't want you two together. I knew you would end up hurting my bestfriend and guess what you did so just leave and don't make things worse there is no way for you to make this right, you don't deserve her after this you know what you never deserved her! Now get out!" I shouted at him and he come just walked to my bed

"You don't think I know that, I know I fucked up I know I never deserved you Amanda but I love you, and I want to work on us. I know you can never forgive me for what I did but maybe..."

"There is not maybe Harry if you ever loved me you wouldn't jump in bed with my FUCKING BESTFRIEND! Your right you don't deserve me and I don't know what I did to be with a piece of dirt like you!"

" I do love you don't think for one second I didn't love you, I know I'm dirt and I let you go now because you deserve much better" he leaned over and kiss Amanda's forehead "i wish i could be the one that gives you what you deserve i love you dont forget that" then he left crying, I almost felt bad for him, almost, he is my brother after all.

"I'm sorry I put you in this position brook I just didn't have anywhere else to turn the only reason I'm here was because of you and Harry I guess I have to go home now" she wiped her tears and got off the bed.

"Sit your booty down you are not going anywhere you just said it yourself you came from me and guess what I'm still her"

"But"

"But nothing and everyone loves and wants you here, what about Andy? Hmm you and Andy are super close and Niall he obviously adores you and Louis loves you and I know for a fact that Liam loves you and Eleanor, you can't deny that we haven't gotten close to Eleanor and she's like one of us"

"Thank you Brook, I guess I'll stay but I refuse to talk to Harry and you have to provide my food. And I agree Eleanor is one of us she should be the third star instead of that slut I use to call my bestfriend"

"I know I can't believe Alyssa would do such a thing I mean our Alyssa what happened to her?"

"High school happened I told you she has changed you weren't here, before you came back Alyssa and I barley talked anymore, she quit dance and moved in with Andrew, her whole life revolved around him."

"Why didn't you ever tell me?"

"She begged me not to she didn't want you to be disappointed in her"

"We'll I'm more than disappointed in her now!"

"Can we just change the subject, let's watch friends and sleep you have your surgery tomorrow and you need to rest now move over and pass the chips please" we cuddled in and I fell asleep to the sound of friends and Amanda's chip chewing.

The next morning the doctors came to prep me for surgery and told me I only have a few minutes to call Liam

I felt bad for waking him up so early but I knew he would be worried if I didn't so I opened my MacBook and pressed his name

"Goodmorning handsome" his hair was sticking up in a weirdly cute wyaand he was laying in his bed, shirtless

"Morning beautiful, are you going in for surgery already?"

"Yeah they wanted it done as soon as possible"

"We'll good luck and just remember I love you and I guess I'll be waiting here when you get back, if you get back oh god brook what If you don't come back" tears started to slip from both our eyes and he looked away so I couldn't see him cry

"Liam everything's fine, the first thing I will do when I wake up is call you and I will make it though doctors do this surgery everyday pretty much nothing, I love you to"

"I just wish I could be there holding your hand all the way to the room, I'm a sucky boyfriend"

"No your not, you staying away because it can kill you, you are probably the best boyfriend a girl can have, now shut up so I can sleep" Amanda said and put a pillow over her head.

"Is that Amanda?

"Yes now say you love eachother and all that fake shit and go get your damn surgery"

"She's grouchy in the morning" he said and he honestly looked scared

"Kinda but she has a reason right now, I'll tell you later, love you and p.s. never put your gown back on and I might call you more"

"Good to know, the gown is officially in the trash, love you forever and always and I will be expecting a call soon" he blew me a kiss and shut his computer. I closed my computer and the nurse came in to take me to the OR Amanda went to the couch and told me good luck as then they wheeled me into the room.

"Are you ready Ms. Styles?" One of them asked me

"Ready as I'll ever be" I said and they handed me a mask and told me to count down from 10. As I was counting I heard the song playing for the first time "I'll be" The first song Liam ever sang to me. The last thought I had before everything went black was how much I loved Liam and how much I really needed him.

A/N**********************

quick update because I'm bored and well yeah that's pretty much it plus I need to get my mind of something... Or someone so anyways here you go. And I typed this on my phone so there are probably lots of mistakes sorry... :)

Love,

Brooke xxxx