Last First Kiss

chapter 38:)

“I can’t believe you made me do this” Amanda said as stared into the mirror looking at her pink head.

“I didn’t make you, you made a bet” I laughed “it doesn’t look uhh that bad” I laughed again then looked at my new hair, curly and dark just what I wanted. I smiled and twirled it in my finger and Amanda plopped on the bed looking at her phone. “I can’t believe I just met Justin Bieber and Taylor Lautner less then 3 hours ago, omg I have Justin Biebers number!” I screamed and giggled and jumped on the bed next to a depressed looking Amanda and I immediately knew something was wrong.

“Amanda whats the matter” I wrapped my arms around a pillow and waited for her to tell me.

“nothing…” she locked her phone and laid down and looked up at me “I know something’s wrong before I take all your food” she gasped and I started laughing and grabbed the chips off the nightstand and pretend to start eating them, but they were snatched away from me and she started eating them.

“tell me now, please” I rested my head on the pillow and looked at her

“well way before you even came back to england and I met Niall, I applied to a school in America actually I applied to the University of Michigan to be closer to you and it’s a huge opportunity you know to study in America and all and I was put on the waiting list so I kind of gave up on that dream but they just sent me an email saying I was accepted and I could start next week.” It took me a moment for it to register, Amanda’s leaving to live our dream. I felt my face fall and I starred out the window. “I’m not going to accept it but I’m sad that I’m losing this huge opportunity and it was both our dream… but now you wouldn’t be coming with me and I would be getting further away from you” I sat there for a moment trying to figure out what to say.

“you know U of M was always my dream school, I never imagined going anywhere else it was our dream, you know we would both go to their and finally be together and live together as friends but things changed for me, I haven’t even finished high-school and there is no way I could go to a normal college now but that doesn’t mean you shouldn’t, go live our dream and go live it for me and live it for you. You deserve it, you worked so hard you’re whole life and I’m not going to let you give up now because I won’t be their.” I saw a tear run down her cheek and she wiped it away

“it won’t be the same without you and what about Niall I cant just leave him!” I took a deep breath before talking “It won’t be the same we did everything together our whole lives up until I moved and even then we called each other every night telling each other everything that happened, at some point we have to become individuals and live our lives without eachother and when you go to Michigan you’re going to meet new friends and I will only be a plane ride away. As for Niall, he has to understand that this is your dream and he has to let you live it, he got his dream and now it’s you’re turn, you guys can skype and call and he can visit you. I know if you don’t go because of a guy you will regret it for the rest of your life” we hugged for while and she cried a little

“I love you and I’m going to miss you, maybe you can just like live with me you know I can sneak you in” I laughed then wiped away the tears that threatened to fall “I don’t think so and besides my life is here with the boys now, it your turn to learn the American way and remember its not called soda or fizzy drink its pop” we both laughed and hugged more

“I’m going to invite Niall over” she got off the bed and started calling him “okay he’s going to be here in a bit, so you should go see papa smurf, I saw him getting all jealous when you were with Justin and Taylor go calm that poor boy down” I laughed and jumped up to

“I MET JUSTIN BIEBER AND TAYLOR LAUTNER!” I screamed and did a little dance

“yes yes you did now calm the shit down and go see you’re jealous international popstar” she sat on the couch in front of the tv and zoned me out, I laughed a little more and plugged in my straighter, I didn’t want Liam to know I got a perm yet I wanted it to be a surprise.