Last First Kiss

chapter 29:)

"I can't believe this I happening to my little sister"

"I know no one as kind as Brook should ever have to go through this, she just

Good you know she doesn’t deserves this, if I could do anything to fix it I would

But I can't" I woke up to Zayn and Harry sitting on my bed, for a second I was

happy, totally forgetting what happened only a few hours ago I tried to act like I was sleeping but I holding it in just wasn't working and I started to cry

"Shh Brook everything's going to be okay, please don't cry I hate seeing my little sister cry, I'm suppose to be protect you that's my job" Harry wrapped his arms around me and I cried until all my tears were gone.

"You couldn't protect me from this Harry, it's my fault"

"Don't say that it's not your fault Brook the doctor said it just happens, there's nothing to prevent it or cause it so don't ever say its your fault" Zayn said from behind me

"But it is my fault, because of me no one is ever going to want me and I can’t even have kids that will love me! I'm useless!" I started shouting at them

"Don't be crazy Liam loves you, and I love you Harry loves you Louis and Niall adore you and Eleanor Amanda and Alyssa all love you!" Zayn shouted back

"Zayn..." Harry warned him

"No she needs to see that we all love her and we are never leaving her for anything, do you not see how Liam's whole world revolves around you! You could be an alien with three eyes and he would still love you!"

"YEAH WELL I BET AT LEAST THE ALIEN COULD GIVE HIM CHILDREN UNLIKE ME, he deserves better don’t you see that, he deserves someone pretty and smart and someone who can give him children because we all know he was born to be a father, I can't give him what he wants and soon he's going to realize that and leave me" ending up whispering and crying into Zayn shoulders "I can't tell him, he will leave me and I can't handle that right now" I sobbed

"Brook I think he deserves to know but if you don't want to tell him yet we promise not to tell him, right Harry"

"He has the right to know Zayn would you like it if he kept something like this from you"

"You can't tell him Harry please; I promise I will tell him just not right away, please I don't know what will happen to me if he leaves me"

"He would never leave you brook, and if he did I would kill him"

"I'm not willing to take a chance, promise me you won't tell him" I begged him

"Fine I promise, but when this blows up like I know it will I reserve all rights to say I told you so"

"Thank you Harry" silent tears started flowing down my cheek

"Hey beautiful I said no more crying, you are going to fine Zayn and I will be with you this whole time" Zayn nodded his head and took my hand "you should FaceTime Liam, he's called like 20 times while you we're asleep he must be freaking out"

"Harry and I will go back to the hotels and freshen up and send the girls here, you need girl time. Call me if you need anything and I'll be here in two" they both kissed my cheeks and hugged me than left.

I whipped the last of tears away than opened up my new Mac, right away I got a

FaceTime request from Liam and I quickly accepted.

"Brooklynn why haven't you answered my calls, I was so worried don't do that again!" I tried to smile to seem like I was okay but he knew me all to well "ohh god you've been crying sweetie what happened? Are you okay?"