Chapter 14

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*couple months later*

"Idk, I'm just sooo stressed and if I tell jake I want to leave, he'll find a way of making my life hell" Tessa said over the phone

"Dude, he cant-"

"Yes he can, he made me sing this shitty contract and idk"

"Tessa baby, fuck that shit, if you feel neglected and betrayed there is no reason to stay, you already have a following and he's been expose many times for being a terrible person" I said

"You're right, and hey I have to go, I'm hanging out with Tristan and talking this over with him too" she said "love you"

"Alright and love you too" I said hanging up

Ivan:
Want to go on a walk
Something's been on my mind

Catalina:
Sure, pick me up?

Ivan:
Omw

Man, fuck this, I thought to myself as I over thought about what Ivan wanted to talk to me about. Things haven't been the best between us, but we try so hard, maybe he's giving up.

I put my hair in a ponytail and sat outside on my steps until I said Ivan's car pull up. I grabbed my phone and house keys and made my way to his car.

"Hey" i said getting in and giving him a small smile

He stared at the empty road in front of us without saying a single word. Something was definitely up. He tried to switch gears but stops as I put my hand over his. I starred at his face and he turns to look at mine.

"What's wrong" I said lowly

"Thats why we're going to the park" he said changing the gears and speeding to the park

I continued to study his face to find any sort of clue, but his facial expression did not change one bit. He was definitely mad at me, but I hadn't done anything. I sighed loudly to let him know I was annoyed and sat back in my seat with my arms crossed.

He parked his car and we sat in it for what seemed to be forever. I looked at him as he looked at me too. He started into my eyes and then turned shaking his head in disappointment

"Ok, cut it out, what's going on" I said annoyed

"What's going on?" He said in disbelief  "what's going on is that you can't keep your hands off my friends" he said getting angry

"What?" I said confused "me? Your friend-" I stopped realizing what he was talking about

"Yeah, car to explain what the fuck got into you" he said

"What the fuck got into me? Maybe you should ask your "friend" what led to that situation in the first place" I said getting agries as each word left my mouth

"Nah, don't try to act like the victim, you know, I'm so tired of your shit" he spat

"Are you honestly going to believe what Alex, alex of all people told you" I said

"The facts and video evidence are all there, there is no believing but observing" he said

"Can you at least let me tell you what went on before someone decided to record" I said lowly, feeling guilty at what I had done

"You can try" he said annoyed

"So, Alex and I and like a group of friend were playing truth or dare and I was dared to touch up on him but not do anything, anyways, so I declined at first, but when your being blackmailed for something, you start looking at things in a new perspective, and I understand if you don't-"

"What was he blackmailing you for?"

"Ok, that's between Alex and I" I said feeling my hands get sweaty

"What. Was. He. Blackmailing. You. About" he said through gritted teeth

"Ivan, that is something I want to keep personal" I said tearing up "it's not anything I'm proud of, to say the least, and I would appreciate it if you would just drop this whole situation" I said while letting a single tear roll down my read face

"Ok I will" he said starting the car again "but, that also means dropping you" he said backing up

"What?" I said wiping the tear and trying to stop more from falling

"If you DONT trust me enough to tell me what's going on. I don't trust you enough to know that you won't lie to me" he said

"Iva-"

"No Catalina, we're done, and this is no one but your fault, this relationship thing is a two people thing, and if you can't trust me with something simple than I don't-"

"ALEX HAS MY FUCKING NUDES" I yelled crying even more as he pressed the breaks "ok, is that all, did you really have to know that" I said trying to stop crying

He looked at me shaking his head and continued to drive, this didn't fix anything, it only made the situation worked than it already was.

"Really" i said letting few more tears fall "I thought me telling you would fix this" I said

"Really? You really thought- CATALINA OH MY GOD, why the fuck does he have them" Ivan said parking outside my house

"Because I told you already, when he was-"

"Man, whatever. Talk to me when you respect yourself" he said unlocking the car door and waiting for me to get out

I looked at him in disbelief, trying to calm my tears down. My hurt was turned to anger and I got out slamming the door. He quickly sped off making my heart break even more.

I watched as he sped off and made my way inside my house only to be greeted by my parents.

"Where were you and why are you crying?" My dad said

"I dOnT want to talk about it" I said sniffling

"Oh do you think you own this place and can just leave whenever you want-"

"No! Ok, I'm going through something right now and I just want you guy to actually let me cope with thing by myself because you guy will not always be around" I said cutting my mom off and stroking up to my room

"Who popped in her food" I heard my dad whispers as I left them

I instantly threw myself on the bed not knowing who I should run to first. Ivan? Obviously not, and Tessa is with Tristan and I absolutely hate jake. I sighed and decided to put on some Mac Demarco to calm my feeling down a little bit and to relax.

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I posted even if y'all didn't want me to, i saw y'all viewing it. Fake as hell. Anyways, I like where this is going so stay tuned hoes

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