Finns POV
As much as I love her, she doesn't love me.
I woke up, and Y/N wasn't in bed. "Shit." I said, thinking I scared her off. Why couldn't she see that I changed? She's he best in me. I miss her. I miss her smile, that dorky fucking laugh, and her beautiful body. I just miss her.
I hear some foot steps leading up to her room. Her door opens, "oh Finn your awake." Says Y/N. I get up and run to her and kiss her. I can tell she try's to fight back, but she gives in. She's been hurting two long. "I'm sorry," I say trying not to break the kiss, "I really am."
She breaks the kiss, "Finn, I love you. But I have fucking cried my eyes out! I changed my appearance for you. I needed you. I'm sorry, this is all my fault for being to distant. For being to ugly!" She says tears starting to role down her cheeks.
I rush my hand to her cheeks and wipe them off, "No Y/N this isn't your fault. I love you, please forgive me." I say. "I need time, I need your trust again. You have to earn me. Like I'm some reward." She said, I could tell she was holding back a smile. "Deal! Anything for you!" I said and hugged her, she slowly started hugging me back.
Gosh I missed the feeling of this.