I looked down at the ground, my breathing slowly started to get heavy. "I don't know what I was thinking, I was dumb. I didn't realize that I already had the world, and Millie and I aren't together! I swear! I miss you Y/N." Finn said I could tell he was playing with a small piece of gravel.
I felt a small warm tear roll down my face, "Finn, you destroyed me.." I took in a deep breath and let it out, "I thought I wasn't pretty, or good enough. I got contacts, and braces, because I thought I would be pretty."
More tears started falling. "I though you loved me, but I guess my fucking mother was right, 'you may love him, but all love ends Y/N."
Just the thought of her being right made me cry even more. He put a arm around me, I just kept it there, i wasn't in a mood for a fight, "You said I meant the world to you, and that if I left you would die! Then why aren't you dead yet!" I started to talk louder, "I cried for the past week because of you! I spent my who spring break sobbing because of you! I could have been with my friends, but I had to look good. In order to think you would come back."
I got up, and his arm fell on the table. I started walking, not knowing where I was going. I was just walking. I needed out of here. I can't believe I dated him. Why? Why did I fall for his stupid tricks!
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Time passed by, and I started seeing signs that were on my street. I looked forward, and see them large wood house. Chosen's and Nics car was there. I opened the door, and slid off my shoes. I heard footsteps running down the stairs. "Where the hell have you been?" Nic raised his voice at me.
I started to feel the begging of a panic attack. "Sophia and Sadie left because they didn't want to be here! Look at yourself your makeup looks dumb!" Nic was screaming now. I started feeling dizzy, and I felt my face, and seen I had more tears now. I couldn't make out what Nic was saying because it kept on fading and fading.
Then all of a sudden there was nothing.
