The kissed seemed like it lasted forever, maybe 6 minutes, tops. I pulled back, trying to catch my breath. Noah meant a lot to me, quiet a bit to bet honest. That kiss gave me feelings, feelings I couldn't explain. My stomach was swarming with butterflies, and my heart was pounding, and I knew that my cheeks were a bright red of pink.
"Wow," I awkwardly said. "I'm sorry, if that was awkward. We're fake dating, I shouldn't have done that. It didn't even mean anything. I'm so sorry." Noah looked at the ground. Noah got on his bed, and grabbed his phone. Wow, it didn't even mean anything. Even though we are fake dating that stung.
I got on the bed beside of him. I just laid there. "I thought you were gonna wear one of my shirts?" He looked over at me. "It's fine, but thanks for letting me anyways." He nodded his head, and looked straight back down to his phone.
Noah's POV
We are fake dating, even though I adore her more than anything in this world. I'm trying to help her with Finn. Finn. The one who fucking hurt her, honestly I shouldn't even be helping. I'm tired of seeing this happy and pure girl, always be sad. Due to one dude.
Finn Wolfhard.
I shouldn't have kissed her. I enjoyed it, I truly did. The way her soft and silky lips felt against mine. And the way her strawberry chapstick, tasted on my lips. And our lips, they linked perfectly. Like they were meant to be. When we opened our eyes afterwards, I could see her gorgeous e/c shimmer under my tinted bedroom light, and the way her smile was. I knew she enjoyed it, but I can't be with her. I don't want to hurt Finn, even though technically I am.
Y/n POV
Slowly Noah fell asleep, I was still hurt. I honestly enjoyed the kiss, and the way he had his hands against my face made me tingle. But now, now, I know his true feelings. I got up, and made my way to his couch in his room. I laid down, and covered up with a small throw on blanket. If Noah truly doesn't like me, I don't wanna get too attached.
