Bree POV (4)

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She was being her normal cocky self so I decided to shove her out of the safe zone just in time for her to get tagged.

R: "Bitch" She says

Oh god it looks like I'm the first person she is gonna go after

*time skip*

We were walking home when I finally had to say something to her I love her protecting me but I always feel bad when she does. She always gets hurt somehow maybe if I say something to her she will understand I mean she can't protect me forever something is gonna happen so that she can't protect me and I wanna know how to protect myself I mean she always protects me and always will but I need to be able to protect myself. I have a feeling she's gonna get pissed of at me became she said from day one she would always protect me but she shouldn't have to.

B: "um.... Please don't hate me" I say as I stop walking and start shaking more and more as I cry.

R: "why would I hate you?" She questions clearly confused

B: "because of what I'm about to say"

R: "I promise I won't hate you now out with it kohai"

B: "I want you to teach me how to defend myself. What I mean is you shouldn't need to protect me forever and I want to protect both of us when the time comes. I always feel bad when you get hurt because of me" I say it kind of fast so she probably didn't catch all of it but I fall to the ground and start crying even harder I don't know how she's going to take it and I really don't want to know but my legs won't move and I'm to much of a mess to leave. Even if I did where would I go I'm not going home and I can't go to her house.

R: "Ok Bree if I didn't want to protect you I wouldn't have in kindergarten and you know it as for me always getting hurt I don't care I'll be fine it's you I'm worried about and I will protect you as long as we are friends hell I probably will if we ever stop being friends I'll think about teaching you but your gonna get hurt too" She states getting more and more pissed off as she says it.

She should hate me by now but if she doesn't I'll be surprised I mean she got pissed with me and she almost never does. What is she doing? She gets level with me. Usually she tries to make me laugh or at least stop crying since I'm so stubborn it would take her forever to make me even smile. She reaches out for me and that's when I see then, that her hands are bloody.

B: "Raya when did that happen" I ask looking at her hands

R: "Don't worry about it I'll be okay I'll wrap them up when I get home. I'm more worried about you" She says still pissed but concern lacing her voice now.

B: "Why are you still being nice to me!?!" I cry out tears streaming down my face. The next second my face was turned to the side and my cheek was stinging.

R: "Don't even. I'm being nice because I care!" She says in a calm but the pissy was prominent.

Her face was hardened into a glare her hand still out from when she slapped me. My warm tears didn't help the stinging much. My hand found my cheek the coldness seemed to help. That's the first time she's ever hit me though I'm use to it I'm not from her. Her face softens and she cups my other cheek with a soft touch and wipes my tears. She pulled me into a tight hug and ran her fingers through my hair in a calming manner. I buried my face into her shoulder and clutched the back of her shirt tightly. I was shaking but was comforted by the hidden strength in this girls arms, holding me and protecting me like a barrier.

R: "I will teach you self-defence but I will NOT stop protecting you. Got it. Now you can calm down I won't yell or smack you anymore. You're safe." She was rocking us as she spoke.

My crying slowly came to a stop as she continued to rock us and hold onto me. My eyes felt heavy and I knew she was gonna have to carry me home. I sigh. Not having the strength to get up I pass out in her arms.

*Time skip*

I woke up sometime later but I didn't recognize where I was at first. I rubbed my eyes and look around when I notice I was in Raya's room. Wait how did I get here the last thing I remember I was crying and she was rocking us. Did she carry me all the way here being hurt. My house was closer the way we were coming. Why did she bring me here? I'll ask her when she wakes up I guess. Until then I'm gonna still her phone and play on it since she's stupid and gave me her password this will be fun what should I do this time *smirks*

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