𝐂𝐇𝐄𝐑𝐑𝐘

F I N N 3

Days of sadness passed by , days then turned into weeks , which finally became months.
y/n had ignored everything and everyone from her life for the past 2 months , yes , he hurt her that bad.

The thought of him made her heart ache , she hated it. She wanted her thoughts to just flow away , she hated him. She felt extremely guilty because she missed him like shit , she missed everything about him and she hated that.

y/n assumed that finn didn't give a shit about her , that he didn't regret it , that he never loved her. But she was wrong , very wrong. Even though he was a big old dumbass and did something pretty fucking stupid , he still loved her. He still felt like she was the light of his life. He still cared. He broke her and he knew it.

It was a sunny day out , a lovely day actually. y/n woke up thinking that today was the day that she could actually go out and have a good day. So that's what she did , she got ready and headed out.

y/n missed it , missed the sunlight against her skin , missed the view of fields of flowers , missed being outside. She was proud of herself , it was the first day in months that she actually got up and did something productive.

y/n walked around her neighborhood and walked to a park. She smiled as she saw small children running around the place. She then found a tree and sat under it , enjoying the shade of the tree. y/n decided to grab a book from her backpack that she carried , she opened it up and began to read.

Not even 10 minutes later , everything went to shit.
The sun was covered by big grey clouds , and it began to rain. y/n shoved everything into her backpack and began to run. As she ran , she accidentally ran into a figure.

"Shit , I'm sorry. Are you alright ?" y/n questioned the stranger who's face was covered by a big hoodie.

"Y - yeah I'm fine." The figure spoke. "y/n ?"

Everything instantly froze for y/n. It was finn , the person who she hated yet loved so much. She then began to walk away , she wanted to get as far away from him as possible.

"y/n ! Wait ! Please wait! y/n!" Finn yelled after her.

"No ! Fuck you ! Fuck you !"

As y/n began to walk a bit faster she felt someone's hand on her shoulder , making the girl stop.

"Finn , leave me the fuck alone. I'm tired of your shit , just leave me alone."

"y/n , j - just hear me out , please ?"

"What's your excuse gonna be ? That she was all up on you ? That she caused this , that she was the reason as to why you're such a disloyal piece of shit ? Huh ? Because that's what the hell you're gonna tell me. That it was her and not you. I know what the hell is going on wolfhard and I don't need any of it. So fuck you."

"y/n please , hear me out ! Just listen to me for a second , please ?"

"Don't need your excuses finn."

"It's not a fucking excuse , it's the truth ! Hear me out !"

y/n chuckled. "Okay - okay , continue."

"I love you , I really do. And I don't expect you to ever forgive me because what I've done was plain old stupid , I regret it so much. Jesus , I can't even forgive myself. I hate myself for what've I done. It just happened , and I hate that. I'm sorry y/n. I really am. I still love you , a shit ton , and I don't think I'll ever stop loving you. You're the love of my life , you really are. You mean the world to me , and I hate myself for hurting you , for hurting the only person I love. I love you y/n. I'm sorry." finn was now on the floor , crying his eyes out.

y/n looked down at him , tears escaping her eyes. She didn't know what to say , she was frozen. She looked down at him and bent down to him , her knees meeting with the cold water. She then hugged him , hugged him tightly , not wanting to ever let go.

"I'm sorry." he sobbed. "I'm sorry love , I'm sorry."

"Shh. It's okay , you're going to be alright." y/n only pulled him closer to her. She missed this , she missed his presence. "I love you , finn , I love you."